18: Phoenix

They skipped town upon Rob’s return. Ben rode shotgun with him, while Olivia got the full back seat of the truck to herself. Even after Miya popped her wing back into her socket, her wing still ached with every bump and pothole in the road. Chris, Miya, and Amanda, none too keen on riding dead hooker in the back, took the backup vehicle they’d stolen from Fort Bird on the drive to Houston. North would retrace their steps, South would swiftly bring them to a hostile Mexican border, and East would drag them through Houston proper, so exhaustion and nightfall brought them West to another motel, on the Texas-New Mexico border.

Despite the lingering ache and discomfort in her back, along with stuffing her seven limbs in the back of a car, Olivia managed to catch some sleep for most of the drive. At first, she found herself confused during her waking moments when her neck got too sore or the driving brother had to hit the brakes, finding nothing but dry brown scrubland outside the tinted window. Where are the mountains? There aren’t even hills. It’s all the same. The road and hours stretched on and on just like the horizon hundreds of miles out, broken only by bathroom and gas stops until night fell.

They crammed their group of six into one room at the Red Sun Motel. Amanda looked like she’d been nodding off sitting on one of the twin beds. Those are some dark rings under her eyes. The screen of the computer on her lap let out a soft glow at a regular interval. She scooted over a couple inches for Olivia to sit down next to her and stretch her injured wing out. Olivia rested her good wing on Amanda’s opposite shoulder. I hope she doesn’t mind. Chris, by the window, kept an eye on the outside. Rob leaned against the mini-fridge with a grin. Grumbling, Miya threw herself down face first on the other bed.

Ben grinned. “You feelin’ alright?” he asked her, finally able to talk now that she wasn’t sleeping or running.

Olivia nodded. “Yeah. I’m kind of sore, but not bad.”

Ben grinned and gave her a light punch on the shoulder. “Good to have you back. Got borin’ without you.”

Olivia simply ducked her head down. “Thanks,” she mumbled.

Ben took a seat with his back against the night table by the edge of the bed. “So, how was your visit with Billy Science?”

“Huh?” Olivia’s head tilted to the side a few degrees as she stared at Ben in bafflement.

“Research place. With the science nerds.”

“Oh, well, you know. It wasn’t great. I really missed you guys,” she mumbled to the bedspread below her.

“Hey, we won’t let that happen again,” said Chris.

Olivia gave him a small smile, then continued, “There were guards everywhere and stuff. A lot of testing, too. I haven’t gone outside in a while.”

“Testing?” said Miya, a dark look on her face.

“No, stuff like memory tests and eyesight tests. And I learned some stuff. About me. It wasn’t all bad,” replied Olivia.

“Like what?” asked Amanda.

“Well, um, they think I’m fifteen years old or so.”

“Oh, wow, we were right,” said Amanda. “I guess that makes sense. That’s about the average age for triggers.”

“I’m supposed to get taller, too,” added Olivia.

“By how much?”

“I, um, I think they said between five and ten, no, fifteen inches,” replied Olivia. “And some medical stuff.”

“Any bad medical stuff?” asked Chris with concern.

“No. Well, maybe. I just have to watch out for a couple magic diseases. And cancer.”

Ben stopped smiling. “What?”

“Yeah,” said Olivia, averting eye contact again. “That’s a problem for ferals, apparently. I mean, I don’t have it right now, but that’s still, you know.”

Amanda wrapped an arm around Olivia’s waist. The room grew quiet for a minute. Thanks guys.

Olivia spoke up again. “Dr. Ruskov was nice. And Dr. Sullivan.”

“Was Dr. Sullivan the psychologist?” asked Chris. “Heard the name before.”

“Yeah. I liked her.”

“Really?” asked Miya.

“Yeah. She, you know, she listened to me. And stuff.”

Rob laughed, “Well, we gotcha outta there. No need to be scared of that no more.”

“So what happened to the doors?” Chris asked Amanda. “We were running for our lives from ferals”

Amanda threw up her hands in exasperation. “That’s what I’ve been working on this whole drive. I went over what I did about ten times on the drive. There’s no reason that should have happened. Did you notice anything weird while you were pretending to work?”

“No. Everything was behaving exactly as it did in the past week. None of the guards commented on anything strange with the systems.”

“Did you see or notice anything else? Anything at all.”

Chris shook his head. Well, it’s not technology stuff. Maybe I should say something. Maybe it’s stupid, but Amanda looks really upset. “There was that weird guy with metal eyes we saw,” said Olivia, nudging a confused Chris. “And those people in suits.”

“Metal eyes?” repeated Rob. “Suits?”

“We saw three people in suits waltzing through the chaos without a care in the world,” explained Chris. “They mentioned following an Overlord signal to us. I don’t know about metal eyes though.”

Olivia spoke up, “That creepy guy we met. Dr. Grey. He has metal eyes, not normal ones.”

“Fucking what?” asked Chris.

“You didn’t notice?”

“I noticed he was weird.”

“That sounds exactly like something Overlord would make,” explained Amanda. Oh. “We were cover. Overlord’s agent got out with whatever he could during the chaos, and as far as anyone knows we’re to blame.”

“How did they know what we were doing?” 

“I don’t think they did. Or maybe he noticed me monkeying around. But the extra release commands came a minute after I opened Olivia’s cell.”

“How long was Dr. Grey working there, do you know?” asked Chris.

After a few keystrokes, Amanda replied, “Just over a decade. 2002.”

“Wasn’t there for ‘liv’,” said Ben. “Shit, that’s before the invasion. That’s a long con right there.”

“Invasion? Siberian?” asked Olivia. Is that a dumb question?

“No, Overlord puppeted the local dictator of Iraq in the nineties. It took a while for everyone to figure out. Officially the US invaded in 2004 for entirely humanitarian reasons to dislodge him,” said Chris.

“Yeah, from all those oil fields he was sittin’ on,” laughed Rob. Oh, oil, like what the robots smell like. 

“Ok, we should have done this a month ago.” said Chris with a deep breath. “The moment we get our feet under us, we’re getting that tracker out of Olivia’s neck. Amanda, Miya, that’s you two. Rob, I know it’s a long shot but if you have any techie expertise to add, do it. If we keep jabbing his minions in the eyes, Overlord is going to notice us at some point.”

“I hear you,” said Rob. “I wanna live.” Miya nodded.

“I don’t think there’s a way to do it safely,” protested Amanda.

“Then find one. Even if it’s less than safe. We are not some forgotten minor project, god knows he has enough of those.”

Amanda bit back a retort and nodded.

“Sorry,” mumbled Olivia. I shouldn’t have fought that robot. 

“You’re alright,” said Ben. “We just gotta problem solve.”

The conversation moved on to lighter small talk, saving Olivia from having to field too many questions herself. And stuff. Why am I so bad at talking? Ben reached behind him without looking and groped around for the TV remote on the nightstand. “Let’s turn our brains off for a bit. Objections?” he asked.

With no objections, he flicked on the TV and settled back. Everyone is so tired. With the murmur of the late night TV providing background noise, the group dozed off over the course of an hour. Just before Olivia lost consciousness, she heard a soft, deep snore from Chris, and Amanda leaning against her.

***

They took turns showering and ignoring the smell of mildew while the other five shared a gas station breakfast of muffins and energy drinks come morning. Olivia rolled her shoulder and wing, testing the much improved joint. She couldn’t fully stretch it without smacking Ben as he and Rob locked eyes and crumpled their empty cans on their foreheads. Why on Earth would you do that? she thought as they laughed.

Chris spoke up as they finished, “We’ll need a place to go. They’ll be expecting us if we head back to Westward, and they’ll be combing all of Texas for us as well.”

“I,” began Miya. She stopped and bit her lip. “Well, I was thinking.”

“What?” asked Ben.

Miya grimaced. “There were things I wanted to do in Arizona, Phoenix specifically. I figured if we needed a place to go, we’re already halfway there.”

“What do you mean by ‘things to do’?” asked Chris.

“I’ve got family there. I want to see if anyone else I know is still kicking around. And I’d like to see my old mentor.”

“Ok,” said Amanda. “When you say ‘see’?”

“I want to find out how and why Overlord came for me. I want to find out who is responsible, and if I can, get good old classic revenge,” she said, far calmer than Olivia would have expected.

“Mentor?” asked Olivia.

“Guy named Don,” said Miya.

“It’s as good a place as any. Do we have any problems with going to Phoenix?” Chris asked the group.

“Sure, no problem,” said Ben the instant Chris finished. Everyone looked at him. “What? Gotta stick out for each other.”

“OK, said Olivia.

Rob and Amanda shrugged. “Sure,” they said simultaneously.

Chris nodded. “Alright.” His gaze moved on to Olivia, who simply smiled and nodded. I’m just happy to be here. I’ve never been to Phoenix. I hope it’s not humid. “Phoenix it is.”

***

Can I do a roll like this? Olivia tucked in her right wing and rolled, relaxing her left wing. Wheee!

She rotated as she plummeted, the twinkling light of the city of Phoenix twisting around her. After reaching a decent speed, she snapped her wings back out and righted herself. Woohoo! It’s been forever since I could do stuff like this. I haven’t flown this long before, either. She circled over where she’d last seen the others on the last leg of their all day drive. 

It took her a few minutes to find them parked at a dusty brick building, its roof pitted with corrosion. Beyond it lay heaps of twisted cars, old appliances, and other scrap lay in piles in a large stretch of dirt and gravel. Outside of the fence and barbed wire, wiry shrubs clung to life in the dry and rocky brown soil. 

I wonder how fast I can stop. She tucked in her wings fully and dove headfirst towards the ground. The wind rushed past her face as she picked up speed. Once she got close to the ground, she snapped her wings back out as far as they could reach. Her wings yanked on her back once opened, and her neck jerked at the sudden deceleration. The wing joints in her back screamed in protest. Ow. That was stupid. No doing that again. She drifted the last few feet down, flapping her wings as she landed close to the cars and Chris. 

“Hi, Olivia,” said Chris as he tugged a large backpack out of the back of Amanda’s car.

“Hi Chris! Need any help?” asked Olivia, lumbering over.

“Nah, this is the last thing. Amanda could yell at me to get more of her stuff later, but let’s ignore that. Oh, I think this last bag in here is yours. How was your flight?” he asked as he slung his pack over his shoulder.

She grabbed the small bag of her things they had packed before leaving Westward and followed Chris inside. “It was nice.”

“No trouble?”

“No.” Soon after leaving their motel, they hit mountains in New Mexico, keeping Olivia staring out the window until night fell and she could fly again. They discovered she couldn’t fly quite as fast as a car on the highway, but it beat more cramped hours in the back of a car. No, no more tight spaces. And flying is so much more fun than just sitting in a car. “What is this place?”

Now on ground level, she could make out the sign by the road which read “Cucaracha Recycling” with a smiling cartoon bug waving with a wrench. Another, on the roof, read “CASH 4 CANS”. Two colors of vertical bricks made up the wall, forming a zig zag pattern up and down with red and brown.

“And what’s that tree?”

“The tree?” asked Chris, squinting off into the dark. “That’s just a palm tree.”

“I’ve never seen one. It’s so weird,” Olivia replied.

“An old scrap yard. It looks like it’s out of business. Rob scurried off to the back the moment he saw it all,” explained Chris, tugging the metal door open. “I have no idea why, all this old scrap steel that wasn’t worth picking over. I also have no idea why Miya wants us here, or why she knew where the key was hidden.”

Inside, Olivia and Chris found the others, save Rob, dusting off old cots and getting settled in. The whole place was like the warehouse of their hideout back in Westward. Rubber feet of metal cot frames squealed as they rubbed against weathered concrete floors. The air conditioning shuddered to life, filling the room with a dull roar. The only difference Olivia noticed was the smell of different metals, rather than automotive chemicals.

“How did you know about this place?” Chris asked Miya as he set his backpack down.

“It’s safe. I used to crash here sometimes,” replied Miya. 

“Not the only one,” observed Chris as he looked over the dozen cots against a wall, prodding her to elaborate.

She shrugged. “No one else is here now.”

“Clearly,” Chris grumbled. 

Olivia studied Miya. She’s barely saying anything. Her neck and arm muscles seem a little stiff. Why is she so angry? I thought she wanted to be here. It’s home.

***

“Hey Olivia,” said Amanda the next morning, waving her over.

Olivia finished off the last bite of her breakfast sandwich. “Yes?” she answered.

The only other person in the building at the moment was Miya. While Olivia would have normally avoided disturbing Miya’s sleep, she’d heard her grumbling for the past ten minutes. Rob spent the entire night out back, and Chris and Ben had driven to a local gym, more for the showers than a workout.

“I’ve got something for you to see.”

“What is it?” asked Olivia, walking over to where Amanda had her laptops set up. She kneeled down next to her to get on eye level with the computer screens.

“I got all of that data they had on you in the research labs organized.”

“Oh. Wow. So,” Nothing bad, I hope. No tumors or anything, right?

“That includes the stuff on where you came from. They’ve got two lists. Missing persons and people off the grid.”

“Aren’t those, you know, the same thing?” Am I missing something?

“No, but there is overlap. Missing persons are people reported as missing. Off the grid means that the government doesn’t know their whereabouts. A couple girls on the off the grid list are from survivalist families or cult members. Those kinds of people wouldn’t tell the government that one of their own was missing.”

“So, who are they? I mean, the people on the lists.”

“There’s a lot. About twenty, and that’s just in the state of Colorado. They also considered people in neighboring states, though they are lower on the priority list. Other than that, I’m not quite sure on how they’ve assigned priorities.”

“What do you mean?”

“Hang on, let me pull up a random one from the missing persons,” said Amanda.

She scrolled through a list of files, then opened a folder. After taking a moment to look through the files within, she opened a picture. The girl in the picture glared back at Olivia and Amanda. She kind of looks like me. I guess. A little bit. But I don’t think so. From what Olivia could tell, the girl had short, greasy brown hair and some acne scarring on her cheeks. On another laptop, Amanda opened a document.

“This is Samantha Weiss. Runaway. Fifteen years old. Left home for a month before you woke up. Last seen four days before, reported missing by a friend the day of,” said Amanda, reading off of the second screen. “Cops said the friend checked out, no hidden motives or anything. Haven’t had any trace of her since. Not quite sure why she’s number two, that seems pretty indicative.”

Olivia reconsidered the picture. She looks so angry. Kind of reminds me of Miya, actually. She could be me. But, maybe she’s not.

“So, um, why is she number two? She doesn’t really look a lot like me.”

“Time frame fits rather well. Near perfect, actually. As for the physical thing, that can change, right? I almost guarantee you weren’t seven feet tall before. That, and hair color and eye color can change for anyone. Eye color is a bit irrelevant for you, and hair isn’t really meaningful in any way. My hair used to be lighter when I was a kid, for example.”

Olivia blinked and stared at the picture of Samantha. Eye color? Oh right, mine are silver. I know, I’m weird.

Amanda continued. “Her nose is long. You’ve got more of a button nose. And…” Amanda leaned in towards the screen. “Pull back your bangs, let me see your hairline,” she said, motioning towards her own forehead.

Um, OK. Where are you going with this? Olivia pulled back her hair.

Amanda took one look and said, “She’s got a distinct widow’s peak. You don’t. OK, I see what they’re doing now.” And that is?

Amanda returned her attention to her computer and typed something. After a moment, Olivia said, “So, um, what? Widow’s peak?”

“Hm?” said Amanda. She took her eyes off the screen to face Olivia. “Oh, that’s just an accentuated pointy bit in the middle of a hairline. But look at this.”

Amanda tapped the other screen. Olivia thought she was looking into a mirror for a second. The girl looked like she’d just finished a basketball game, if the uniform she wore, court behind her, and teammates in matching jerseys were anything to go by.

“This is Jaime Alsworth. Cops have her pegged as number one on the could-be-you list.”

Olivia opened her mouth, trying to think of something to say. She found her words after a moment. “She looks… she looks a lot like me.”

Amanda nodded. “Not a perfect match, but really close. She’s fifteen, and tall too. She’s a basketball player, in case you didn’t notice, just over six feet. Kidnapped four months before you popped up, a couple weeks before Christmas. No ransom demands or anything. Hadn’t been acting strangely before, remarkably little evidence as to what happened to her.”

“Four months? That’s a long time.”

Amanda pursed her lips for a moment. “Could have triggered because of captivity. Wouldn’t be the first time that’d happen. Kidnappers may have dumped you on the streets rather than deal with you.”

Olivia nodded. Wait, just thought of something. “I thought appearance wouldn’t be a good indicator. Because, you know.” I’m a big monster thing.

“The odds of taking someone’s face, adding dragon, and getting someone else’s face, to that extent?” Amanda pointed to the picture. “That’s rather unlikely. And she’s not an exact match. Her cheekbones are less pronounced, her face shape as a whole is a bit more round, and those are some substantial eyebrows she’s got. Little differences. There’s one more they’ve got flagged as possible matches.” But she could be me! Wow, that’s kind of weird to think about.

The first was a small, mousy girl. The picture of her was from when she was eight, but they didn’t have a more up to date picture. Her parents had joined an anti metahuman cult in the mountains, and she hadn’t been seen since. However, the aging estimate the police had used also looked similar enough to warrant her being on the list. 

“Her name is Judy? Fuck those parents. That’s an old lady name,” commented Amanda. “So we’ve got three names to go off of for now. Samantha, Jaime, and Judy,” said Amanda. “Once we get back, we can start whittling down the list.”

“Wow. Um, thanks! Thank you so much, Amanda!” She wrapped an arm around Amanda’s shoulders.

Amanda grunted as Olivia hugged. “No problem.” I didn’t come close to breaking any bones. See? I’m learning.

Olivia heard an insistent grumble from Miya. Eventually, the grumbling clarified into intelligible words. “Too early for cheery-ness. What time is it?”

“Nine o’clock,” answered Amanda.

“Fuck that. Be quiet,” said Miya, raising a middle finger in their general direction. Someone is grumpy.

“You’re the one who wanted to be here,” Amanda pointed out.

Miya grumbled as she sat upright and ran a hand through her black hair, finally growing out a few inches. “Need a haircut,” she said. “Get it styled at least. I miss my old one.”

“You used to have it grown out?”

“I didn’t shave my head. I used to have it down to my shoulders. It got to be too much of a pain when it got longer.”

“Even then I don’t know how you two stand it,” said Amanda. You two? Oh, me. “That much hair drove me insane.”

“You shove your head in that helmet. Of course it would,” said Miya.

“That, and burning hair smells awful,” said Amanda.

Olivia and Miya looked at her. “Um,” began Olivia. Why would your hair light on fire? That’s not a good thing.

“What? I kept it long once, and it always got caught in soldering irons whenever I was trying to concentrate when I was working. That’s why I keep it to a couple inches. And besides, why is your hair always messed up?” Amanda asked Olivia. “Don’t you ever do anything with it?”

“I comb it, like you showed me,” replied Olivia.

“Nothing else?”

“Well, why? It will just get messed up when I fly.”

“But doesn’t it get in the way?” asked Miya.

“Um, maybe? I never noticed it before.”

“Braids are easy. Trust me, it’ll keep it much more organized even if you fly.”

The front door opened, and Chris and Ben walked in. Chris nodded to the three of them. Ben waved and said, “Hola.” They tossed their towels and bags to their own cots and joined the girls around Amanda’s setup.

“What’d we miss?” asked Ben.

“Girly girl talk. Hair and boys and stuff,” grunted Miya.

“So nothing,” said Ben.

“Yes,” confirmed Miya. She looked longingly at her cot. But… we did talk about stuff. Not nothing.

“You just wake up?” asked Ben.

“Yes. Fuck mornings. Why does everyone else wake up so easily?”

“Damn it, that reminds me, forgot to shave,” said Chris, running a hand over the stubble on his face.

“Sucks to suck. I shave maybe once a week,” said Ben.

Miya smiled. “I don’t have to shave. Sucks to suck.”

Chris sighed. “I hate you all. I have to shave. Even this stubble is too itchy. I had a real beard once,” Chris continued. “Didn’t take that long to grow.”

Olivia, Ben, and Miya all blinked simultaneously. “You? The boy scout? Really?” said Miya, first to recover. Ben grinned at Chris as Olivia tilted her head to the side a little. I’m with Miya. Really?

Chris smiled. “Yeah. I lost a bet with a couple of my buddies. I couldn’t shave or trim it for two months, no matter how stupid or scraggly it turned out. I’d never grown it out before so we had no idea. The color of my beard was brown for some reason,” he said, motioning towards his blond hair. “But the best part was in the last week before the bet ended, my barber, some Vietnamese lady, messed up my order and just shaved my head. I looked like a psycho murderer for that whole week.”

“Please tell me you got a picture of that,” said Ben, bouncing in his seat in anticipation.

Chris sighed, the smile still on his face. He leaned back in his chair and dug out his phone. “Yeah, give me a second.” He tapped a couple buttons. “Here it is.”

He passed around the phone. Miya and Ben snorted in laughter when they saw it. Olivia looked. In the picture, Chris smiled at the camera. He had about half an inch of hair on his head, maybe half the length of the thick brown hair on his face. Olivia smiled. He looks kind of funny. I barely recognize him. Olivia passed Chris’s phone back to him.

“Academy let you get away with that?” asked Ben, still with an incredulous grin. The what?

“No. God no.” Chris shuddered. “Instructors would have beat the shit out of me for that. No, that was in high school.”

“Um, excuse me? Academy?” asked Olivia. Is this a dumb question?

“School for powered kids,” explained Ben. “Expensive, but I’ve heard it’s good.”

“Yeah, basically,” said Chris. “They help you figure out what your power does and how well it would fit in a field of your choosing. It’s basically a less militaristic ROTC. Find one in almost any college. I went through the MHU training course they run. Full year of modified basic training, really. Power is fucking with your vision, here’s what you do. Golem attacking? Here’s what you do. Had to take a couple classes too.”

“Amanda, you do that too?” asked Miya.

She shook her head. “A bachelor’s in computer science and a master’s in physics. Academy is accredited for everything.” Ben whistled. 

“Well that’s not fair, your power is basically electrical engineering on crack, right?” asked Miya.

“Pretty much.”

Ben nudged Chris with a grin. “Where’s your degree?”

Chris shrugged. “I don’t pretend to understand, I just shoot things.”

“I didn’t think they’d have stuff to help powered kids like that,” said Olivia. That sounds really cool, actually.

“Powers don’t matter. Gotta help people. Supers’ve been ‘round since the dawn of time,” said Ben.

“Yeah,” said Chris. “You go to the old places of the world, like Egypt or Turkey or Iraq, there’s some strange, strange stuff there. And when I say old, I mean when humans were first figuring out putting seeds in the ground makes plants grow kind of old.”

“Like what?”

“In Turkey, there’s this strange time warp thing. Throw something through and it comes out five thousand years older on the other side. No one knows where it came from, but archaeologists and historians say it’s been shrinking, thank god. In Pakistan they found a perfect sculpture of a human brain carved sometime before the Pyramids were built.”

“Oh yeah, like Stonehenge?” said Ben.

“Um,” began Olivia. I’ve seen the Pyramids mentioned in other places. Never heard of Stonehenge though.

“Stonehenge is a sort of stone circle,” Chris explained to her. “It’s been untouched for thousands of years. Anyone who goes in the outer circle freaks out for at least a week. The rocks aren’t weathered, they practically look brand new, and the altar in the center glows during certain celestial events. There’s two others in France, right?”

Miya and Ben shrugged. “Hell if I know. How do you know so much about this stuff?” asked Miya.

“I took some history of meta-human classes in the Academy. I thought it was interesting, at least.”

The conversation trailed off. After a moment, Ben said, “We have stuff to do today?”

“Miya, you know the lay of the land better than anyone else, you have an idea of what we need to do?”

“Yeah.”

“Are you OK?” asked Olivia.

“Just thinking. I should probably visit my family here, see if they know anything. Not looking forward to it.” Why not? Or is that a bad question?

“Do you want someone to come with you?”

Miya shrugged. “If you want. Probably won’t take long.”

“Oh. I’ll come with you if you want,” volunteered Olivia.

Miya shrugged again. “Sure. If you want.”

“I’ll drive,” said Chris.

17: Drown Out

Chris pressed his shoulder to the bare wall, following Olivia. He gave her exhausted face another glance. What have those arrogant pricks been doing to her? We’ll find out later. One problem at a time. “What?”

“Slinky,” she replied.

“What?” The toy? He fought his rising bafflement and listened alongside her. She’s never wrong when she hears something. Chris only made it down to the bottom level once, and only for the two minutes it had taken Walker to give his new employee a spiel about the dangerous ferals kept there. The scientists’ posters made a valiant effort at livening the otherwise bare reinforced concrete up, the guards posted down here ensured the break room remained stocked to the brim with sodas and snacks, and the inescapable prison atmosphere overwhelmed it all.

“Another feral,” she explained, as the scrapes and scratching on the concrete became clear to him. “That’s the one you guys let out as a distraction?”

“No, we let out a couple of the smaller ones on another level,” he replied in a whisper. We didn’t touch the other ones. There’s some nasty ferals down here.

“Well, it’s moving. I hear other doors opening too. Did you let all of them out?”

“Absolutely not!” The scratches picked up in intensity, heading straight for them. Elsewhere, he heard shouts, screams, and roars. Several shots rang out, their echoes making them impossible for Chris to track in the subterranean vault. Fuck me. He backed away a couple steps, flicking the safety off his rifle. “What’s coming at us?”

“It’s big and weird,” Olivia replied, uncurling her claws and filling the hall with her wings. Promising.

“Let’s go!” he urged her, right before the approaching feral cut him off.

Shambling to their hiding spot came a bizarre mass of dull metallic hoops and partial rib-like hoops. Oh, she was spot on. Rather than slithering, the serpentine feral twisted its whole body around, heaving one segment forward, then another. On closer inspection, the metal hoops appeared pockmarked, more like bone than machined steel. Chris backed away and raised his rifle, not interested in fistfighting a metallic feral, but Olivia stood her ground, widening her stance and letting out a guttural roar.

Slinky recoiled at the sight of a roaring Olivia, coiling low to the ground. Unsurprised, she backed away, her hands lowering and wings retracting a few feet. Have they seen each other before? Slinky took the opportunity to lash out lightning fast, hitting Olivia in the side of the knee with the point of a rib. Her leg buckled, sending her tumbling to the ground. Chris lifted his rifle as Slinky crashed over her. His finger rested on the trigger, unable to get a clear shot.

A deep voice came from within the mass, speaking each word as if it struggled with it, “Stupid fleshy. I learn.”

With a snarl, Olivia backhanded one of the full hoops trying to pin her forearm, shattering the metallic bone with a spurt of green blood. She used Slinky’s flinch to get half of herself clear. Chris fired off a few shots at the part of Slinky furthest from her. Even if the bullets missed or glanced off a thick ridge, he kept the hostile feral distracted. Beneath the writhing, Chris spotted an almost human figure, suspended from the thickest central hoops.

Olivia could probably flip a car if needed, but with half a ton of metallic bone pinning her wing down, her strength worked against her. She got her feet under her and shot away, trying to pull herself free. Over even the distant shouting and gunshots Chris heard something pop. Olivia screamed and collapsed back to her knees, free hand going to the wing joint on her back.

“Fuck,” Chris muttered under his breath, as Slinky wasted no time in engulfing Olivia once again, pinning her neck to the ground.

His rifle useless, Chris shifted to liquid form and crashed into the two ferals. Even with all his unfeeling mass, he couldn’t force the two to separate. For her part, Olivia thrashed her good side, striking yet another hoop and sending the broken bits of bone clattering to the ground. She still choked for breath beneath the bone pressing square on her windpipe.

Chris shifted, flowing into the center of Slinky’s mass, flowing around the grinding hoops trying to stop him. Into the bulky hoops he went, finding himself face to face with a small humanoid figure, partially digested. Limbs word down to nubs and sizable pits in its gut, the feral flinched back as Chris entered its personal space. Fuck, Olivia got off easy.

Mangled though it was, Chris wasted no time in finding its head, or more specifically its mouth. He flowed over the feral, cutting off its own air supply. It thrashed into his liquid body, lifting up and backing away. Chris simply wrapped himself around its mouth tighter. Slinky focused fully on him, futilely swapping at him with the few hoops and robs it could aim at an unfeeling mass of liquid suffocating it. Its own protective case worked against it, stopping the feral from bringing most of its mass to bear against Chris. Its struggles became weaker and weaker. Once it stopped, he flowed out and back towards Olivia.

Chris shivered as his body tried to return to normal temperature after being liquid for so long. Go, go. He reached his hand out to Olivia, ignoring the cut her claws gave him on his wrist as he helped her to her feet. They bolted from the shaken Slinky, still twitching. Not dead? Whatever. We’ve wasted too much time already. Olivia kept up as best she could, face twisted in pain. Her left wing flopped around completely uncontrolled with every step.

On the home stretch, so close to freedom, a heavy thud sent Chris and Olivia stumbling away from an opening in the wall, a cell they hadn’t noticed. A green man, eight feet tall and bulging eyes, gazed at the pair. His gut dominated his lower half, bloated so large his heavily muscled legs splayed out to either side. A sack, easily the size of a basketball, swelled up on his fat neck.

Chris ducked, right before a glob of dull orange spit sailed over his head and splashed against the concrete, sticking to the surface with a sizzle and rising smoke. Nope. Chris led their desperate sprint towards the elevator Amanda left functioning. Olivia followed after, hobbling along on clawed feet not meant for sprinting, with an injured wing trailing on the ground. The bloated feral hauled itself after them, losing ground even to Olivia.

Close to freedom, Chris turned to check on Olivia. Beyond her bulk, he spotted the throat of the bloated feral swell once more.

“Down!”

A hail of bullets hit the bloated feral in the side of the head, sending it toppling to the ground before it could lob its acid at Chris and Olivia. The body fell over, its body quivering with its death throes. They stopped in surprise. Around the side hallway came a guard, a Hispanic man who’d helped conduct Chris’ interview, two scared scientists in tow.

Ortega locked eyes with a tired and injured Olivia and froze, heavy rifle that could probably punch a hole through her only half raised. The two stared at each other, whether calculating or surprised Chris couldn’t say. He’s not shooting us move move move. He grabbed Olivia’s elbow and threw all his weight into dragging her towards their escape. The spell broken, Ortega rushed forward, still not shooting.

“Stop, stop!”

They turned a corner to find the elevator Chris took down still open, just as he left it. Chris slammed the button for topside, and the closing metal doors cut off Ortega’s next shout. Heavy breathing and the smell of sweat filled the elevator as it began its smooth ascent. Olivia winced and began contorting herself, trying to get a hand on her limp wing.

Chris swatted her hand. “No. Keep still,” he ordered. Shit. That looks nasty. I’ve got about a minute until this elevator gets to the top and we get exposed again.

“But, but,” she began, eyes wide.

“Olivia, trust me.”

After a moment she jerked a quick nod and leaned against the wall with her shoulder. Her injured wing left Chris with little room.

“Alright, hold still, Olivia. Calm, deep breaths,” he ordered as he eased his way towards her back to check her wing. Only by comparing the two wing joints could he tell something was wrong, the left wing hanging loosely from her back instead of in a socket. Human backs aren’t built to have wings.

“Um, Chris?” asked Olivia, one hand bracing against the wall. “Is it bad? Should I do something?”

“It’s fine,” he said. I think. She’s got some scrapes and bruises, but nothing too bad. I guess I keep the wing still, don’t know if that is something I should force back in or not. Maybe Miya will know. “Just keep your tail out of the way.” After looking around a moment for inspiration, he tore off his guard jacket and used the body to fashion a sling for her wing. Should I keep her talking? That seems like a good thing to do. “Lean down, I’ll tie the arms around your shoulder. Does it still hurt?”

“Yes.”

“Can you still function?”

She closed her eyes for a brief moment. “Yes.”

He finished off the knot, keeping her wing pinned to her back as best he could. “There. Is it messing with your breathing?”

Olivia stood fully upright, taking a deep breath. “It’s fine, I think.”

“You sure? How fast do you think you can move?” The comm in his ear connecting him and Amanda started buzzing with static. Got five seconds until that door opens up top. He motioned for her to back up as he pressed himself against the opposite wall. “Don’t stand in front of the door, it’s about to open.”

She nodded. “I think I can walk. Running might hurt. It’s kind of hurting a lot now,” she stammered, her voice shaking slightly.

The elevator doors opened with a ping. After a moment, Chris poked his head around the doorway and saw an empty hallway. “Hear or smell anyone close by?” he whispered to Olivia.

She shook her head, then hissed softly. What? “Just jostled my wing again,” she said.

“Sorry. Let’s go.” Chris led the way out, stopping at a corner in the hallway of a four way junction.

“Chris, you hear me?” asked Amanda over the comms.

“Yeah, I hear you now, give us a moment,” he responded. Olivia tilted her head at him with a confused look. He tapped his ear and said to her, “Amanda’s on the comm.” Olivia gave a small smile.

“Yeah, I know I am. All the other ferals are loose,” said Amanda.

“Yeah, we found out the hard way.”

“No. All. All of the ferals were released. All levels, not just hers.”

“Did you do that?” That was only Olivia’s cell that was supposed to open. Amanda had wired it so they’d think a couple on the mid level had malfunctioned and released the ferals.

“No!” snapped Amanda I don’t think so. Unless someone else is making changes.”

Chris frowned. “We’ll, we’re not staying in here. We’ll stick with the plan as best we can.”

“Fine. Get her out of there. I’ll tell you if anything else happens.” The comm went silent.

“Alright, we’re heading to the maintenance building on the west side of the facility. Got a way out there.” He led the way down the nondescript hallway to the right of the elevators.

“No!” blurted Olivia. “Guns and screaming down that way.” If you insist.

“Um,” began Chris. What’s the quickest way now? Wait, the other way leads to the guard barracks. He spun around and pointed out the opposite direction of where he’d been heading. Olivia nodded after a moment. I’ll take it.

Going down towards the main entrance, away from the others with a getaway car. Damn it, there was a nice tunnel leading to the garage and everything. We’ll make due. “Um, someone is ahead of us,” said Olivia.

“A guard?” asked Chris as they slowed down.

“No.” She frowned. “He smells like cigarettes.”

‘He.’ Sounds like she knows this one. “Is he going to be a problem?”

“No, he’s a scientist. A weird one.”

That doesn’t narrow it down at all but OK. “Alright, we’ll push on,” said Chris with a shrug. I eagerly anticipate some nerd throwing a punch at Olivia.

They continued on, until Olivia pointed out the side lab that the scientist was in. Sign says Bloodworks. Why would he run for cover in there? Curiosity got the better of him, and he gazed in as he passed, Olivia following suit right behind him. They instantly came to a stop at the sight.

“Oh, oh, my very generous blood donor! And a friend,” exclaimed a man, placing a red vial in a pocket in his tweed coat. “So you’re the ones I need to thank for this wonderful opportunity.”

The pudgy, physically unimpressive man fastened the top button of his coat and grabbed a thick paper file off the desk. He gave them a brief smile through tobacco stained teeth, though something seemed off about his expression. More alarming, however, was the mechanical centipede about the size of his arm, coiled around the desktop computer. It noticed Chris’ attention and uncoiled itself from the ports in the back. Then, without so much as a flicker, it vanished from view, though he could still faintly hear the skittering of its many legs. That’s got to be an Overlord robot. It’s going up a wall. I hope Olivia is tracking it better than I can, because who fucking knows what else it can do.

“Who is this?” asked Chris, hefting his rifle.

“Dr. Grey,” said Olivia.

“Yes, yes, the one and only,” Dr. Grey added, keeping a wary eye on Chris’ rifle.

“Is he going to stop us from leaving?” asked Chris.

“No, no, of course not. I have what I need,” replied Dr. Grey with a shake of his head. “Of course, I could ask the same of you.”

We’re here to escape, not pick a fight with an Overlord dude. Chris put a hand on Olivia’s elbow, urging her to leave.

“That’s my blood,” murmured Olivia, as unmoving as a brick wall. She must have read that little label from over here.

“Think about it in freedom. We’ve wasted too much time already.” Finally, she allowed herself to be moved again.

They climbed the stairs to the ground floor, where the civilian side of the institute worked. They ran past the HR offices and through the cafeteria, now completely abandoned with the mass breakout. Clawed feet scratched up the tile as Olivia skidded to a halt. For fuck’s sake. Chris, too, stopped and looked over his shoulder to see the latest delay.

“Where did they come from?” she asked herself, her good wing spreading in surprise again.

Chris turned back around just in time to catch sight of three figures turning the corner ahead at a brisk walk, each wearing a charcoal grey suit and red tie. They aren’t guards. And they don’t look remotely scared.

The woman in the lead looked up from her watch. “You’re not who I was looking for.”

Her nonchalance took Chris off guard. He opened his mouth to respond, struggling to come up with a response for a moment. They’re not scared of a giant feral and a guy with a rifle. But they’re not trying to just shoot us so I’ll take it. “I’m sorry to hear that. We’re not fans of him.”

“Then why is an Overlord signal leading me to you?”

Chris and Olivia met each other’s eyes. We still haven’t gotten that thing out. Your call, Olivia, I don’t know what kind of questions those scientists have been asking about it. “A robot put something in my neck and we couldn’t get it out,” replied Olivia.

“That’ll do it!” the lead woman replied as she readjusted the sleeve of her suit jacket over the watch. “Have you seen a certain Doctor Grey around by any chance? Male, mid fifties, overweight, smoker, fond of tweed? I have some questions for him.”

“Follow this hall, down a level. We last saw him in a bloodworks lab,” replied Chris.

“Fantastic.” A smile, all teeth and no mirth, split her face. “Have fun you crazy kids.”

Chris and Olivia, by unspoken agreement, pulled out of the way of the trio, not daring to breathe normally again until they were out of sight. Finally, a lucky break. With the smell of fresh air to spur them, they pushed on.

They came to a set of broken glass doors leading to the exterior. A smear of blood streaked across the floor, trailing off to a side corridor. Not going that way. The two exchanged a glance before climbing through. Chris could now clearly hear the gunshots and screams, both human and inhuman, all throughout the area. Something outside bellowed.

“Almost there,” said Chris. It’s a quick, one minute walk normally. This will probably take twenty minutes and another fight for our lives.

They stepped down the broad staircase leading to the main facility. “To the left,” he said, indicating the path next to one of the empty guard booths. They walked as quickly as possible, Olivia’s limp getting worse and worse.

“Van ahead,” panted Chris, pointing towards the maintenance building in front of them.

“Something is coming,” said Olivia, over the sound of a couple spent shell casings getting crushed underfoot.

A rasping shriek to their right cut her off. Down the central path to their right came yet another feral.

Chris would have called it an ostrich, if ostriches were nine feet tall and had a set of useless arms in addition to useless wings. The feral shrieked again, revealing about four human teeth embedded in its upper beak. A two foot long neck stretched out of its distended and twisted humanoid torso, with the odd feather jutting out of its skin. In fact, the only areas without patchwork feathers were the skinny yet otherwise human legs.

Chris glanced at Olivia. She’s pale, her fingers are shaking a bit. She’s in no shape to fight. Well, she could probably cut this thing wide open right now, but that might completely ruin her wing. He readjusted his grip on his rifle.

Two shots rang out from somewhere behind Chris. The feral flinched as one hit it in the gut. Olivia faltered, looking at a guard tower next to the maintenance building. Forward planning is paying off. The feral backed off with another threatening shriek.

“Ben’s covering us. Get to the van,” gasped Chris, spurring Olivia onward. He eased her off his arm and checked his rifle. He aimed at the feral as he backed away. The feral circled, keeping its distance. It’s not trying to kill us? That’s convenient.

Miya opened the back doors, plastered with ads for the repair company they’d stolen the van from, for Olivia and Chris. Rob, in only street clothes and his mask, started the engine as Chris and Olivia climbed in the back. Chris slammed the doors shut behind him.

The feral outside rammed the back of the van, jostling the occupants inside. The impact punched a wide, three inch deep dent in the back door. Thank god the only windows are in the front of the van. Miya, Olivia, and Chris scrambled away from the door, further into the van. Chris aimed his rifle at the door.

“Outta here!” shouted Rob as he hit the gas.

“Um, where’s Amanda and Ben?” asked Olivia.

“What happened to you?” asked Miya instead of answering Olivia’s question.

“Amanda’s picking up Ben. They’ll meet us at the motel. And Miya, she got beat to hell. Grab that first aid kit under the bench.” Miya nodded.

The van drove down the streets of Houston. They dressed Olivia and Chris’ wounds as best they could in the back of a moving van, expecting at any moment for Rob or Amanda to announce the cops were on to them. Other than Amanda’s brief call to tell them she had gotten to their rendezvous point safe and sound, no one said a word. We’re not out of this yet.

“OK, no one is at their windows right now. You’re good to go,” said Amanda as the van came to a stop. The trio in the back tumbled out of the van, Rob taking the van to dispose of it with several cans of gasoline elsewhere in the city.

They hurried into one of the two motel rooms they’d rented. Amanda opened the door for them as they helped Olivia up the stairs. Inside, Amanda had her helmet off, but still had a shock baton close at hand.

Chris took a position by the curtained window. “Alright, we’ll need to keep an eye out for-” Olivia cut him off, wrapping Miya, Amanda, and Ben up in a bear hug and lifting them off their feet.

“I missed you guys so much,” Olivia whispered. Miya gurgled, and Olivia relaxed marginally. Having been hugged by her before, I know that is a painful experience right there.

“Olivia. Need to breathe,” managed Ben, his mask dangling from a pinned hand.

She finally released them. “Sorry,” she said, still about hip to hip with Amanda.

Amanda twisted her back and said, “We missed you too, Olivia.” She wrapped an arm around Olivia’s waist.

“You cryin’?” Ben asked Olivia with a grin. Chris felt a smile form on his own face. Olivia wiped her eyes and ducked her head. Yes. The answer is yes.

16: Law of Entropy

Olivia didn’t get to leave her cell the next day. She got a fresh change of clothes and three meals, but no space to stretch her wings or walk around or do almost anything. Stay safe, stay strong.

Day two. They let her out again. Right as she got excited about that, the guards took her to Dr. Dabrowski. Thankfully, she kept the inane questioning to a minimum, but then came a barrage of different tests. Tests for strength, vision, hearing, and reflexes. They took a few more blood samples and never answered her when she asked what happened to the last one. Stay safe, stay strong.

Day three. They kept her in the cell again. A familiar scent caught her nose as the AC kicked on. A bare whiff, gone before she could grasp it. Stay safe, stay strong.

Day four. More testing. Some the same, some different. Dr. Sullivan was even there for one of them. “Do you recognize this object? What does this picture mean to you? What do you associate this word with?” Over and over. Dr. Sullivan assured her there was a point to it all, though Olivia couldn’t see it, and they shuffled her off before she could ask. An ears, nose and throat doctor looked at her ears and told her they were healing as best they could. Stay safe, stay strong. 

The weekend came. Olivia paced, ate, read, and listened to music, cycling through those activities in a random order when not out of her cell. They’re coming. My friends are coming. I haven’t heard anything beyond that first message. Could I get out myself? Getting shot a bunch is not fun, and they’re always watching.

They’d added a light switch and a bookshelf to her cell the fourth day while she was away. They made sure to tell her they could override her light switch at any time, but she could still dim the lights to sleep should she so choose. Turning them completely off was not an option, the complete absence of any light freaked her out. Can’t see. I hate it when I can’t see.

Day seven. Another visit to Dr. Sullivan. This time, no Ortega, only two Clones. The Clones took her to the elevator, and this time accompanied Olivia instead of taking their own elevator ahead of her. 

Dr. Sullivan greeted her, then they settled down and began. Small talk, but better than anything Olivia had heard all day.

“What was the point of all of that stuff last week when you were there?” Olivia asked during a lull in the conversation. I’ve been trying to figure it out, it’s been bugging me all day.

Dr. Sullivan smiled. “They’re trying to narrow down who you are.”

“Like, me now, or me before,” asked Olivia. They’re really working on that?

“Yes. I don’t know what the scientists were doing, they’ll probably get around to telling you later. But so far as I’ve been involved, it has all been trying to piece together what you knew from before to build your psychological profile. For example, someone from a farm may know farm terminology better than someone who has spent their life in a city or suburb.”

“Oh. Wow.”

Dr. Sullivan nodded. “They are still narrowing down the list, but we should have it for you within the week.”

Olivia blinked. “A week?”

Dr. Sullivan nodded again. “Say what you will about law enforcement, they’ve gotten good at tracking people who don’t want to be tracked. Goes with the rash of masked villains of late.”

“Wow. Thank you so much!”

Dr. Sullivan smiled again. “I have a surprise for you, too,” she said, getting up from her chair. She motioned for Olivia to follow. Surprise? I can’t think of a surprise I’ve liked so far. The Clones jerked to attention as they left the office. “Did Mr. Walker inform you of today’s plan?” Dr. Sullivan asked the two Clones in passing, in a tone remarkably less friendly than the one she used with Olivia.

“Yeah, thought you’d be a bit longer,” Clone grunted in return. They followed them as Dr. Sullivan led Olivia down the hallway.

Dr. Sullivan ignored him and addressed Olivia, “Alright. We’re going to the next building over. Let’s get some fresh air” 

Fresh air? Fresh air! After Dr. Sullivan and a Clone, Olivia walked out into a hallway. The setting sun beamed in through the skylight above her and a window down the hallway. Olivia felt a small smile form on her face as she followed Dr. Sullivan. The sky! I missed you, sky.

They took a right at a junction and came to a large conference room. As with Dr. Sullivan’s office, the Clones stood outside instead of following. Olivia looked out of the window as Dr. Sullivan shut the door behind them. 

From her ground floor window, Olivia saw at least four spacious, open air enclosures, complete with trees and running water. A huge, bloated brown thing with six legs munched on some grass in one of them. All around, though, Olivia saw a tall, dark grey wall. Olivia thought she caught the familiar scent again, though Sullivan broke her concentration.

Dr. Sullivan joined her by the window, wrenching it open. The humid air still threw Olivia off, but it still beat the stale indoor air of the rest of her prison. “I am sorry your experience here has been so confrontational,” she said.

“No tiny cells?” asked Olivia. No fair.

“No. Some herbivores are actually fairly peaceable once removed from hostile situations. Most ferals do tend to calm down, but are easily agitated. The ones up here are approachable. Where you have been, the lowest level, is basically supermax prison for ferals. There is much more to the institute than you’ve seen.”

“Oh. Could, um, maybe, um,” began Olivia, trailing off.

“Yes?” prompted Dr. Sullivan.

“I, um, I’d like to fly again.”

“I’m sorry. But I think they’re concerned you’ll flying off and not return. Not that I’d blame you, so far. Underground is not a good place for flyers, I assume.”

“I… yeah.”

“Don’t worry about your cell too much longer. I think they’re talking about moving you to one of the wings up here.”

Olivia brightened up immediately. “Thank you so much!” she said, trying hard not to bounce on her toes.

Dr. Sullivan smiled. “It’s still a frustrating couple of debates away, but most of the staff here agree.” Most of. What about the others?

They contemplated the view for a while, filling the time with idle chit chat, until Dr. Sullivan checked her watch.

“Do you have anything else on your mind, Olivia?” she asked.

“I, um, no. But thank you. Thank you so much.” I get to get out of that awful cell soon!

“Don’t thank me, they should have been doing this in the first place. But you’re welcome.”

They waved each other goodbye, and the guards began escorting Oliiva back to her cell. “Is Ortega alright?” she asked as the elevator began to descend.

“Huh?” replied one of the Clones. “He’s just at a doctor’s appointment today. He fucked up his knee a few years ago right before he got out of the army. Why?”

“Well, he’s usually here. And he seemed really worried when we met Dr. Grey last week.”

Clone nodded, though he couldn’t quite disguise the worry in his face from Olivia’s eye. “Yeah, don’t worry about that.”

“He seemed worried?”

“Yeah, he’s jumpy about Overlord. Fought his bots a few times in Iraq.” The elevator came to a stop. Olivia and the Clones began the walk back to her cell, neither in any hurry.“He said something about the eyes looking familiar. Don’t know what he’s talking about, there’s nothing high tech here for Overlord to care about. Walker said he’d look into it, but that’s the last I heard.”

It’s not that weird. Wait, it doesn’t sound like he knows about the tracker. How does he not know? Wait again! Only the scientists were there with me. The guards and the scientists really aren’t talking?

“Did no one tell you guys about the tracker?”

Clone’s eyebrows shot up. “The what?”

“I was fighting an Overlord robot and it put a tracker in my neck,” explained Olivia.

Clone stared up at her, mouth ajar. “Why on earth were you fighting an Overlord robot?” he asked.

“That’s what Dr. Dabrowski said.”

“Jesus Christ,” said Clone, both of him coming to a dead stop in the hallway. “The white coats know this?”

“Yeah, they saw it on the X-ray thingy. I explained it to them.”

“Motherfuckers didn’t say shit! Alright.” The non-speaking clone broke into a jog back towards the elevator. “We’ll keep you safe, alright. Let’s get you back.”

It was just one robot. Nothing has attacked me yet. Why does everyone act like I’m being shot at right this moment?

***

The next day, they brought her up to the surface again. Sunlight! There’s still that smell, though, it’s driving me crazy. Dr. Ruskov greeted her in a much larger and fancier version of his office in the lower level, along with Dr. Dabrowski. No tiny corridor to crouch in outside. This is so much better. They took yet another blood sample.

“There we are. You have very interesting blood, they keep asking for more,” said Dr. Ruskov, placing the needle in a small refrigerator.

Olivia just sighed.

“Now,” said Dr. Dabrowski, before Olivia could ask what exactly they were doing with it all, or what exactly was happening with Dr. Grey. “There are some matters we thought you’d like to hear.”

The two doctors put up a couple X-rays on a lit up wall panel. That’s me, unless there are other people with wings I haven’t met yet.

“There were a couple interesting things we’ve found beyond the tracker,” said Dabrowski.

Ruskov pointed to a blurry white spot on the picture next to her heart. “That concerned us for the longest time, but after a while we figured out it’s an extra gland. It’s too smooth and uniform to be a tumor. What it governs we don’t really know, but due to the type of interference involved there is a good chance magic is involved.” Of course. Magical nonsense.

“We’re talking with a handful of medical mages,” said Dabrowski. “If we can bring one of them in, they’ll take a look at you and we can find out what exactly is going on. We might also get that tracker out of you while they’re here.”

“OK,” said Olivia.

“Your bones are not nearly as dense as was expected, considering their estimated strength. But they are not as hollow as we would have thought, considering you can fly,” said Ruskov. “Your back is densely muscled, no surprise there. Those muscles need to be strong enough to provide you with lift. Other than that, everything seems to be connected appropriately.”

“Oh, that’s good, right?”

Both doctors nodded. “No real medical problems that I’ve been able to find,” said Ruskov.

“The bloodworks told us a lot of interesting things about you,” said Dabrowski. “You do have a couple extra chromosomes.”

Olivia blinked. “Um, what does that mean?”

“In practice? Nothing. For us, it means we’ll be spending a lot of time mapping your genome,” said Dabrowski.

“The number of chromosomes is fairly meaningless except for reproduction,” said Ruskov. “But that isn’t a problem for you.” Hey! Or is it because of something else?

Olivia’s brow furrowed. “Why?” Do I want to know?

“You didn’t explain this to her?” he asked Dabrowski.

“I was going to ask you the same question,” she responded. Now what?

Ruskov sighed at her response. He turned to Olivia and said, “Well, Olivia, you cannot conceive.”

She blinked again. “Um, what?”

“During a feral trigger, all gametes are destroyed. Any that are produced later are sterile, but that doesn’t… pertain to you,” explained Ruskov.

“Gametes?” Is that something else I should be concerned about?

“Ah, sorry. Sex cells. Sperm for males, eggs for females,” clarified Ruskov.

“You considered having children before?” asked Dabrowski. Olivia felt her face flush.

“No. I guess I… I’d never thought about that, you know, before. But, you know, it… it would have been nice to have had the choice,” she said, staring at her feet. So many stupid things wrong with me.

“You won’t have periods. From what I understand, those aren’t fun,” joked Ruskov.

Dabrowski glanced at him before saying, “There are other things we must discuss first.”

Olivia nodded. Yeah, let’s get this over with. They’re just throwing a bunch of stuff at me.

“You really are about fifteen years old or so, based on your psychological profile and the blood samples,” said Dabrowski. Olivia looked back up. That’s promising.

“What else did you, you know, find out?” Like, who I was? Narrowing it down?

“Well, you’re still growing,” said Ruskov. Not what I wanted to hear.

“Um, what?” said Olivia after a quiet moment. No. Please no.

“You still have growth plates on your bones. And looking at the level of hormones in your blood and how tall you are now, you are going to gain about four inches, minimum. Between four and fifteen inches. That is a huge range, though, we’re not very confident on those numbers yet,” explained Ruskov.

Olivia sighed. Oh, for the love of God. “Wha… Bu… How?”

“You seem to be in mid-adolescence, both human and dragon. Feral development, like everything else, is a combination of human and the second species,” said Dr. Dabrowski. “The vast majority of animals reach maturity in a couple years, so even young teenage feral triggers are full grown, or at the very tail end of adolescence post trigger. A fifteen year old human is not the same as a fifteen year old lion, age wise.”

“You don’t, um, you don’t seem surprised by this, though.”

“Well, ferals generally suffer from gigantism, so this isn’t unexpected,” said Dr. Ruskov.

“You said your friend who looked at you was a bone mage, correct?” asked Dabrowski. Olivia nodded. “How old is she? How well does she know magic?”

“I never asked. She’s a few years older than me. And I don’t know, she knows more than me.” 

Dabrowski sighed. “Self-taught mages,” she grumbled under her breath.

Olivia hung her head. Gigantism. Great. I’m going to get taller, and still have a tail and wings and claws and everything. Great. Wonderful. And there’s still a bunch of stuff they don’t know, and I could get cancer or a bunch of crazy diseases, and my reproductive system is all messed up, and it’s never going to end, is it?

Dabrowski opened her mouth, but Ruskov cut her short with a nudge. After a moment, he said, “I think that’s enough for the day. We’ll talk more tomorrow, OK?”

Olivia mutely nodded. Something caught her attention on the way back, breaking her out of her reflections. What was that? She looked around as they reached the elevator. That smelled really familiar. That was Chris? Chris! What is he doing here? Wait, dumb question. How did he get in here? The elevator doors shut.

***

Olivia paced instead of sleeping. That message from Amanda. And Chris is here in the building. I don’t know how, but he is. What if they’re going to try to break me out tonight? Should I stay awake? What if they need help? If I need to do something I’ve gotta be ready. 

She paced right up until breakfast arrived. Oh. It’s just another day. Soon after, the doors opened and Ortega stood before her.

“You alright?” he asked.

Right. I should have slept last night. “Um, hi?”

A corner of his mouth curled up in the beginnings of a smile. “Hi. Dr. Dabrowski wants another meeting with you.” He indicated the direction, and they began walking side by side.

“Are you alright?” Olivia asked. “Clone said you were at the doctor yesterday.”

“Oh. Yeah, I’m good. Just a checkup,” he said with a smile.

They came to a stop near the main elevator. Ortega pushed a button, then frowned as he realized the button didn’t light up. Hitting it again changed nothing. Ortega froze as red lights began to flash and a blaring alarm began to sound.

“A feral’s loose. Get back to your cell, now,” he said with urgency. He pressed a button on his radio. “Fuck.”

“Wait, what?”

“Radio’s not working. I don’t want someone accidentally shooting you. Trust me, get back. I need to get to security.”

Ortega confirmed she was moving, then ran off. Olivia retraced her steps back to her cell. Boot steps echoed from around the corner of a side passage before she reached her cell. Please no one shoot me, please don’t shoot me. She looked for a place to hide. Wait, I smell something. Instead of hiding, she swung around the corner and nearly collided with Chris.

“Chris!” she blurted out, wrapping her arms around him in a bear hug. He immediately shifted to liquid form and pushed off of her.

She froze. What? What’d I do? Chris reformed back to human and staggered against a wall, rifle in one hand pointed at the ground. Is he hurt? Did I hurt him? Why is he wearing a guard uniform? “Nearly gave me a heart attack there, Olivia,” he said.

“Oh no, sorry. I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean-”

He smiled and stood fully upright. He wrapped his free arm around her waist and squeezed for a second. “No worries. But we should get out of here first.”

“Oh, yeah. Right. I don’t, um,” said Olivia, failing to suppress a smile. Chris!

Chris cut her short. “We’ve got an exit strategy, don’t worry,” he said, taking the lead.

“Right, sorry,” she said, following. “But I don’t think there’s a way out this way with all the elevators not working.”

“No,” said Chris. “But there are a couple service elevators this way that Delta didn’t mess with.” She tried to get control over her smile. Chris! And Amanda!

They rushed down the abandoned corridors. Bad. She grabbed Chris by the shoulder. “Wait,” she whispered. Soon he heard it too, the clatter of dozens of metallic bands twisting against concrete.

“What?” he whispered back.

“Slinkey.”

“What?” he repeated, baffled.

“Another feral. That’s the one you guys let out as a distraction?” 

“No, we let out a couple of the smaller ones on another level.”

“Well, it’s moving. I hear other doors opening too. Did you let out all of them?”

15: Contact

Olivia took a few hesitant steps into the office, taking in yet another new office and person. She squinted slightly at the psychologist, Dr. Sullivan, as the afternoon sun beamed in through the wide open windows behind her. The sky! It’s been so long. Ortega shut the door behind her.

Several pictures adorned the office desk; a newborn baby, Dr. Sullivan in hiking clothes with a mountain in the background, some old ruins Olivia didn’t recognize, and a wedding photo. A couple of knickknacks, one a small brightly colored human skull, the other a model of a white building with a dome on top and four towers in the corner, rested on the two tall filing cabinets behind the desk. What’s with the skull? Dr. Sullivan’s computer was powered down, Olivia couldn’t hear a computer fan running. Oh, that’s a nice touch. 

“You can have a seat, if you like,” said Sullivan, motioning to a sturdy low stool with a thick pillow on top. A desk and a blank whiteboard had been shoved against the wall behind it.

Olivia gave a tiny smile. No backrest! I hate those things. Olivia sat and tapped a long clawed toe on the floor as the doctor wheeled up a high backed chair, ending up face to face with Olivia a few feet away. OK. I have no clue what’s going to happen now. Psychologists do brain stuff, right?

“I can dim the room, or are you happy with how it is now?” asked Sullivan, uncapping a pen and setting a blank notebook on her lap.

“No. Just, um, most people don’t see really well in the dark, but I can see fine. I don’t know if, you know, you’re fine.”

“Slow down, Olivia. What are you trying to say?” Well I messed that up. It was stupid to begin with, but then I just kept messing it up.

Olivia took a moment. Slow down. “Um, I like the sun, and I wasn’t sure why you would want to turn down the lights, because it doesn’t really make a difference to me, and you won’t see too well. Um, I think.” I have no clue how well other people see.

“Don’t worry, I’ll be fine, either way” said the doctor with a smile.

“Oh, OK. Um, sorry.”

“What are you sorry for?”

“Oh, sorry.” Darn it! “I mean, I didn’t mean to be weird. Sorry.”

“Alright, it’s alright, Olivia. You’re not being weird,” said the doctor. “This is just an icebreaker session, but all sessions will be confidential. I will be writing notes, but I will always be listening, don’t worry. You can share as much or as little as you like.”

“But this stuff is being recorded, right?” That’s what Dr. Dabrowski said, anyways.

“By me. I will be giving them my psychological assessment. I will not share details with them unless I believe there is a risk of someone being harmed. That is what I mean by confidential.”

“Oh, OK.” Of course. I’m a security risk.

Dr. Sullivan nodded and smiled. “You don’t have to look so nervous. This isn’t an interrogation. I’m not scary, am I?” Olivia forced herself to relax. I guess I’m kind of tense. That skull is still weirding me out, though. The doctor tracked Olivia’s line of sight to the filing cabinets. “Is this about the skull?” asked the doctor.

“Um, kind of.”

“Have you never seen one before?” asked the doctor.

“No.” Should I have?

“It’s a painted skull. Don’t worry, it’s not a real skull. I picked it up when I went to Mexico three years ago. You’ve really never seen one before? They show up in Aztec art a lot.”

“I, no, I haven’t seen one before.” I don’t remember anything, remember?

Dr. Sullivan considered her. “I know that your memory has been damaged. What was the first thing you remember? I know the questions Dr. Dabrowski asked, but what I’m asking for is your interpretation.”

“I… well, I woke up,” answered Olivia.

“And the first thing you did?”

“I can… I can hear really well. And, um, it hurt. It felt wrong.” Dr. Sullivan remained silent. What more do you want? “I was confused. Really confused. I was scared, too, until my friends found me. Well, kind of found. I was awake for about a week before.”

“Kind of?”

“I was doing stuff before that. I wasn’t, you know, just cowering in fear.”

“What were you doing during that week?”

“Just trying to figure stuff out. I didn’t remember a lot of stuff. I’m better now, I guess.” I know, I’m weird.

“I can’t imagine you went a whole week without food or water or shelter.” Olivia tilted her head, considering the doctor across from her. Her words, while deliberate, seemed hesitant. Her body didn’t tense, as if Olivia would leap at her given the chance, yet Sullivan seemed cautious. It’s not physical. But she’s still almost afraid of something. What am I looking at?

“I didn’t. There was this abandoned apartment building I lived in. I scavenged stuff like food and clothes.”

“So,” began the doctor, brow furrowed. “If you don’t mind me asking, how did you know to look for clothes? What was your thought process behind that?”

“Because people wear clothes. And I didn’t have any. Why? Was I not supposed to do that?” Why would I not do that?

“I apologize, that’s not what I meant. I’m just trying to get a good sense of what you remembered at the time.”

“But… Dr. Dabrowski asked a bunch of those questions already.”

Dr. Sullivan frowned and rubbed the bridge of her nose for a moment. “Unless you’re in one of her test tubes Dr. Dabrowski can’t see past her to-do list. She’s a brilliant woman, just not very good when it comes to people.”

That reminds me. “Oh, yeah. Thank you for the stool. Because, you know, no backrest.”

Dr. Sullivan smiled. “You noticed that, didn’t you? No problem at all. The wings must get in the way a lot.”

Finally! Someone noticed without me having to tell them. “Yeah, they get annoying.”

“But you can fly with them, yes?”

“Oh yeah, that’s fun! I can go anywhere, and the air is all cool and quiet if you get high up. And…” Olivia trailed off. I haven’t flown for forever. They might not let me go out ever again. Those guards probably don’t want me trying to escape. Stupid. I really don’t want to be here, and I’ll just get shot a bunch if I try to get out.

“And?” asked the doctor.

“Um, nothing,” said Olivia, looking down. Stupid wings. I wouldn’t be in here if I didn’t have them. And the tail. And the claws. And every other stupid thing that’s wrong with me.

“Is something wrong?”

“I… no. Um, maybe. No.”

“Is there something you don’t like about your wings?” Are you serious?

“What?” began Olivia. “They’re ugly bat wings. You can see veins under the skin if I spread them. They’re these huge things sticking out of my back, they get in the way all the time, and I can’t sit back in a chair with them and my tail getting in the way. Do you know how many times I’ve accidentally scratched something with my claws or whacked my head or wings against something low or hurt my friends when I tried to give them a hug or… or…”

Olivia stopped herself. Just… calm down. Stay calm. Bad things happen when I’m not calm. She took a deep breath and looked down. I know, I’m weird.

“Do you need a moment?” asked the doctor with a concerned frown.

“No, I’m OK,” said Olivia, eyes still fixed on the floor. Please pretend that never happened.

“Are you having any problems we should be aware of?”

“Can we talk about something else please?” asked Olivia.

The doctor nodded. “Very well. Something else then.” She tapped her pen against her chin for a moment. “You’ve mentioned your friends several times now. How did you become friends with them?”

“They helped me. A lot.”

“How so?”

“Well, I mean, they, um, they answered questions. Um, they didn’t, you know, just run off or shoot me. Well, there was that… one… time. But I, um, I’d stopped a mugging or two. Everyone just looked scared of me. My friends didn’t, or weren’t, or… however you say that.”

Dr. Sullivan nodded in understanding. “Where did you get your name from? Was that from your friends?” 

“I saw it. I didn’t really know what else to pick. Because, you know, people have names.” 

Dr. Sullivan smiled. “It’s a lovely name, no need to get embarrassed. Is there anything we can do to make you more comfortable here? And I’m sorry, but before you ask, I don’t think Mr. Walker will allow you to go flying.”

Olivia sighed. Figured as much. “I liked those donuts.”

Another smile. “I’ll talk to the chefs here. I’m sure they can get more.”

“Um, books would be nice, I think I said that before. Oh! And music. It’s super quiet in there.” Please don’t say no, please don’t say no.

“I think we can do that. I know the books you requested are coming. I think they should be here today. Any music in particular you enjoy?”

“Um, well, I don’t know.” I know, I’m weird. “Just… any?”

Dr. Sullivan scribbled something down on her clipboard. “OK! I don’t think there will be any problems there.” She checked her watch. “I think we are running short on time. Anything else?”

“Um, can I ask you a question?”

“Of course.”

“Um, well…” Olivia trailed off. “Everyone seems surprised when I’m not, you know, a monster. Why aren’t you?”

“Do you remember your talk with Cyrus over a month ago? That was recorded. We didn’t have, and still don’t have, much information about you as a person. We’ve gone through every scrap we could find, and that one video was the best view of you we had. But my point is, I didn’t see a feral across the table from Cyrus. Trust me, I work with the other intelligent ferals, I know.”

“How do you know?”

“You weren’t making vague, half formed threats, for one. Slinky, when he’s lucid, calls me Fleshy.” At Olivia’s confused look, she added, “Of course, he calls everyone Fleshy, but we’re reasonably confident he recognizes me and a couple others who have been on the staff here for a while. Sorry, I’m getting off track.”

The doctor continued, “A lot of people, even people here, were on edge when you surfaced. From what I could tell, you were just caught in a very bad situation, with no way to know what would have happened. You have constantly been quiet and considerate where, and I cannot emphasize this enough, almost every feral has lashed out at the first opportunity.”

“Almost?”

Sullivan nodded and took a quarter spin in her chair, pointing out a book on her shelf. “During the Renaissance, a doctor working at the hospital in Florence, one of the first of its kind, took to studying ferals. He also took an interest in ferals after one tore through a couple houses outside the city. What interested him is that the locals reported it spoke, and that not a single child under the age of twelve was harmed. A lot of our scientific understanding comes from his work, flawed as it is. Ferals are not inherently mindless, even though it would be easier for everyone to pretend they are. How many others were never given a chance?”

“I don’t know. I’m just trying to get by.”

Sullivan smiled. “You have my sympathy, it can’t be easy.”

I don’t want sympathy. I want to go home. Olivia nodded. “Thank you,” she said, though she couldn’t put her heart into it.

If Sullivan noticed, she made no comment. “Do you have anything else you want to talk about?”

“Um, no.” 

“If you want to talk about anything, let me know. Just ask for me over the speakers in your cell, and I’ll wrangle something out of the gun toting Neanderthals,” said the doctor as she got up. Olivia blinked. Wow. They’re not bad. Olivia got up and followed her to the door. “Clones, Ortega, we’re done,” called the doctor. To Olivia she said, “After this weekend I believe you’ll be seeing Dr. Ruskov again. Take care!”

The guards were waiting outside, lounging against the walls in boredom. They came to attention once Olivia left the doctor’s office. With a friendly nod they began leading her back to the cell. A smell of cigarettes caught her nose well before they crossed paths with a familiar overweight man in an ill-fitting tweed jacket.

“Oh, oh, they’re letting you out already!” said Dr. Grey. 

Olivia met his eyes. At first glance they seemed dark brown, but the longer she looked the more they looked steel grey. There’s something strange going on there. And not the complete lack of emotion in there. They look too shiny. Dr. Grey turned his head to address the lead Clone, breaking her brief examination. She glanced to the side. Ortega also tilted his head at the man. He sees it too? That’s creepy.

“Dr. Grey, please get out of the way,” said the Clone, choking out the please. 

“No, no, there’s nothing wrong with an honest conversation.” Stay away from me.

Olivia hissed and uncurled her fingers. The doctor giggled, though he made the mistake of looking her in the eyes again. The iris’ and pupils, never adjusted, never expanded or contracted. The veins of the whites appeared flat, painted on, details so small no human could ever see on their own. Those aren’t eyes. Olivia sniffed the air. Beneath the cigarette smoke, he smelled human. His voice sounded human. But his eyes were a facsimile of the real thing.

“Clear it with the boss,” said Ortega, making a show of hefting his rifle. Two Clones, following his lead, did the same, one moving to move Dr. Grey out of the way. The doctor slipped to the side, allowing them to pass without a fight or another word. She could feel his knowing smile boring into the back of her head as they walked on in silence. 

One elevator ride later, she asked Ortega, “You saw that too, right?”

He didn’t spare her a glance, keeping his eyes on the elevator door. “Yes, yes I did.”

Clone nudged him with an elbow and asked, “What’s up? What did you see?”

“I need to talk with Walker. Face to face, no comms. Can you handle her?”

“She’s fine,” said Clone with a shrug. “What’s got you spooked?”

“Bad feeling, man. Very bad feeling. Actually, can one of you come with me?”

“I’m stretched a bit thin.”

“Trust me. Right now.”

Clone nodded. Olivia felt her hackles rise. 

***

Despite her misgivings about Dr. Grey, the weekend passed uneventfully. Olivia finally got a pair of books, which lasted her for half a day. Restless pacing and unrelenting boredom consumed the rest. The meat is the same every day now. Maybe I should ask about different foods. The first thing Monday, she received visitors. Dr. Dabrowski, along with a pair of Clones, took her to a large clinic on the bottom floor. The guards stayed outside as Dabrowki rushed off to grab something forgotten in her office. No one has said anything about Dr. Grey. I guess they knew what to do.

“Hello, Olivia. Take a seat, we’ll start when Dr. Dabrowski returns,” said Dr. Ruskov, motioning to the rubber bed with the low cabinet next to it. Dr. Ruskov looked busy, typing away at a computer. Olivia took her seat. Aside from the cabinets, a glass wall on the other side looked out over a giant machine of some kind, a gigantic tube that reached the ceiling. 

“Work, work, work,” he muttered under his breath as he typed.

“Sorry,” said Olivia.

“No need to apologize. It is my job, after all.” Why put up with it? This place has no sun or sky.

“Why, um, sorry. Never mind,” stammered Olivia. I guess he can just leave.

“Do you have a question?”

“Well, why are you a doctor? Why here?”

He shrugged. “Well, I enjoy my job.”

“But why?”

“I was a medic for the Russian Army on the Siberian front for five years. The injuries I’ve seen in this place are… tamer,” he said, pausing as if choosing the right word in his head.

“There are a lot of doctors here,” said Olivia.

“They all have different reasons. Some of them are fine to work with, some of them can get… annoying.”

“Like Dr. Grey?”

Dr. Ruskov smiled mirthlessly. “William Grey. This place is a career killer and he knows it.”

“What?” asked Olivia.

“Well, those scientists, they get higher up in their… pecking order by publishing findings and studies,” replied Ruskov. “No one cares about whatever information comes out of here. Too small of a sample size to be taken seriously with unrepeatable data from each feral.”

“What about you?”

“Me? Well, I’m just a doctor. I don’t care for research. I tried it for two years. Hated it.”

“But the other people I’ve talked to also have Doctor in front of their names.”

“Oh! Oh no, I’m a medical doctor. They have scientific doctorates. Dr. Dabrowski specializes in xenobiology; I believe that is why she has been assigned to you. Dr. Grey, I believe, has a degree in neuroscience.”

“Oh.”

“Yes. So the only ones who work here are the ones that can’t get a job anywhere else, or have a personal interest in ferals. I know at least one man on staff had someone close to him go feral.”

I wonder where my family is. Would they take me back? They would, we’d be family. Right? Dr. Dabrowski returned, sparing Olivia the need to respond.

“Now, I’ve been thinking about the blood sample issue,” said Ruskov, speaking up now that it was not just him and Olivia. “I have a couple ideas that I would like to try, if you are willing.”

“Sure,” said Olivia. 

“Well, first of all, I’m thinking I gave up on the original needle too easily. Just curl up your sleeve, for whichever arm you care less about.”

Olivia complied. He pressed the tip of the syringe to her arm. It bent once he applied pressure.

“As expected. Never hurts to try,” he said as he tossed the useless needle in the trash.

He grabbed a brown glass bottle from the top of the counter and a small cotton pad. Indecipherable medical terminology covered most of the white label on the bottle. I wonder if anyone actually understands any of that. The USMHD stamp on the bottle caught her attention. Meta-Human Unit? No, department. I think they’re different. Like psychologist and psychiatrist, I have no idea what the difference is, but I know it’s there. The doctor unscrewed the lid, held the cotton swab to the opening, and upended the bottle for a moment. Dabrowski looked up, jotting down a couple notes as he did so. 

“This should weaken your skin for a bit. Should. You should feel a… tingling on your arm wherever I rub this.” He rubbed the cotton pad on her upper arm. Hey, it’s tingly. That’s kind of cool. The doctor produced another needle, and pressed it to the same spot on her arm. It bent.

He added a little more of the liquid to the cotton swab, then repeated the process. That’s really tingly now. The next needle bent.

The doctor nodded. “Alright, never mind. If I use too much your skin will start flaking off. Maybe. I don’t really know with you. Do you want to find out?” he asked, holding the swab to the bottle again.

That sounds terrible. “No thank you,” said Olivia, just as Dabrowski interjected, “That might not be a good idea.:

He smiled. “I thought so.” He opened a shelf and rifled through the contents. “Now, this is an iron needle,” he said, holding up a silver and grey syringe. “You seem to be part dragon, and dragons are… associated with magic. I doubt this will work, but if it doesn’t, the government has wasted far more money than forty dollars.”

I didn’t know they made iron needles. The doctor pressed the tip of the needle on her arm. It slid into the vein. That doesn’t hurt at all. His eyes widened for a moment, but he drew the plunger. Dabrowski began scribbling furiously. Her blood flowed into the clear plastic tube. He removed the syringe, opened a small refrigerator next to Olivia’s seat, and placed the syringe on a cradle thing. The door shut as a mechanical arm came down. 

“Magic, huh? I don’t suppose you control it,” said the doctor, righting himself and leaning back against the wall behind him, stroking the stubble on his face.

Olivia shook her head.

“I don’t suppose you’ve had your Wildfyre or S.P. shots, or…” he trailed off, frowning. What are those? “Or would you be immune? Or would the shots kill you? Hrm.” He returned to his computer, his eyes flickering over the monitor.

“Shots? Wild fire?” None of those sound like good things.

“A shot will… inoculate you against a disease. Those things I mentioned are diseases specific to magic users,” said the doctor, not looking up. “Wildfyre burns you out, it will kill you if you are unlucky. S.P. is a parasite, it leeches magical energy. That’s all I know, magic is by no means my specialty.” 

“We’ll need to monitor her for any allergic reaction to the iron syringe,” said Dabrowski.

“No. Um, I was cut with an iron knife thing before, and I was fine later,” said Olivia.

“Are you absolutely sure?” Dabrowski asked, raising an eyebrow.

“Nothing else has made me bleed besides a bunch of bullets,” said Olivia with a shrug. I think I’d know what hurts and what doesn’t. Then again, I am weird, so maybe not.

“You don’t seem surprised by this,” observed Dabrowski.

Olivia shrugged once more. Is she mad? I didn’t lie, but I didn’t tell her everything. Should I lie? They aren’t my friends. But it’s still wrong. “I’m weird.”

Dabrowski pursed her lips, but said nothing. After Ruskov gave her the thumbs up from his blood analysis machine, she brought Olivia to the glass wall. Olivia took in the device beyond, a giant white plastic donut set upright with several computers hooked up to it.

“I mentioned last week getting X-rays of you. After some delays, we’ve decided this may be better. That is our CT scan machine, sized for some of the smaller ferals like yourself. This will let us see into your body without having to cut anything.”

“I remember,” said Olivia, eyeing the machine with suspicion. “Do I do anything?”

“You just lie on the platform and keep still. The machine and technician will do all the work.”

“And it’s safe?” 

“Perfectly. Smaller versions are used in hospitals all over the world.”

“OK. If it will help.”

For all the technological mystique and power the machine exuded, the process proved remarkably boring. Olivia laid on her back for nearly an hour as they scanned her, piece by piece. When they finally let her up, she had to flex her wings and tail several times just to get the muscles back in working order. She joined Ruskov and Dabrowski at a small bank of computer monitors, to find her own skeleton displayed front and center. Huh, that’s me.

“What on Earth?” murmured Dabrowski. Olivia looked over her shoulder. She tracked Dabrowski’s gaze to a small white blot on the back of Olivia’s neck. 

“You said dense stuff shows up white like bones?” Metal seems dense.

“Yes. That looks metallic. Definitely manufactured.”

“That’s the tracker. It’s made of iron, I think like that needle. We couldn’t get it out.”

“Why do you have an iron tracker in the back of your neck?” asked Dabrowski, baffled.

“I was fighting a robot and it punched it in there. I think they said it was an Overlord robot. They kept saying that name like it was important.” And he hurt Miya.

“Overlord?” demanded Dabrowski, the color draining from her face, and knuckles whitening as she gripped the mouse. Even Ruskov leaned back in his chair, worry written plain on his face.

“Yeah.”

“Why did a robot come equipped with a magic proof tracker? Why did it know to use it on you? Why on Earth were you fighting a robot in the first place!” Olivia could only shrug. “Stay here,” said Dr. Dabrowski, hurrying from the room.

Olivia sat in awkward silence, broken only by the computer fan. She looked to Ruskov and asked, “Should I have told everyone about it?” She was freaking out.

“Probably.”

“Why would anyone here care about him?”

“You know about him, yes?” asked Ruskov.

“He’s evil.”

He grinned. “Fair enough. He’s bad news. I’m sure we’re safe. Regardless, I am still going to have to keep you here to make absolutely sure you don’t go into anaphylactic shock or get a seizure.”

I don’t know what either of those words mean. “Um…” began Olivia.

***

They talked for the next hour, interrupted only once by a Clone sticking his head in for a moment. Dr. Ruskov scolded him for not knocking and shooed him out. They talked about different pieces of medical equipment, various diseases, the doctor’s war stories, and so on. Dr. Dabrowski never returned.

Eventually, they heard a knock on the door. “Bosses want her back in her cell soon, getting close to closing time,” said a Clone, opening the door all the way.

“Very well. We’ll talk again later, Olivia.”

Olivia got down from the table she’d been sitting on. But, but, fine. I don’t want to get Ruskov in trouble. “OK. Bye. And thank you.”

The guards escorted her through the annoyingly small corridor and back to her cell. She found a surprise on her bed.

Oh, a couple more books! And a little music player thing! After fiddling with it and the earbuds for a couple minutes, she clicked random. Loud, loud, loud. She turned down the volume, then scrolled through the various songs. She found a screen where the songs were sorted by genre. From the looks of it, they’d put on a grab bag of different types of music.

She avoided the louder, faster paced songs. Right as she settled into some songs she liked, the music faded. What? The earbud said, “Olivia. Act like this is a normal song.” Olivia kept herself from jumping upright when she recognized Amanda’s voice. What? Amanda! Amanda continued, “This is a recording. I don’t have much time, and I can’t say much in case this ends up in the wrong hands. But stay safe, and stay strong, OK?”

The voice vanished, and was replaced by music once again.

14: Hand That Feeds

Dr. Dabrowski’s footfalls echoed along the concrete walls of Olivia’s cell as she vanished around the corner. The two identical guards, though sunglasses hid their eyes, remained on either side of the heavy door and kept a close watch on Olivia. OK, fine, I won’t get up. I’m supposed to talk to some security guy named Mr. Walker anyways. She flipped her tail to her other side, stretching the opposite muscles. The retreating footsteps down the hallway came to a sudden stop.

A man’s voice, sharper than even Dr. Dabrowski’s and much louder, said, “Doctor. I take it you approve of the feral’s field trip?” 

“Yes, I believe that everything is in order. Is something wrong?” she replied. 

“Is there a reason you neglected to mention it was to an office on the top floor? The only reason I agreed to these face to face meetings in the first place is because of Clone and Ortega,” said the man, his drawl shifting to precise pronunciation for the last name. Clone? What does that mean? Olivia momentarily glanced around at the unmoved identical guards. Can they not hear?

Dr. Dabrowski said, “Yes, you have made me very much aware. They will be right outside. Dr. Sullivan insisted on her office, I assumed that wouldn’t be an issue. And Slinky’s team made no mention of any movement today.”

“No. You see, this is a bit of a boondoggle. We’re busy moving Slinky to its temporary enclosure for cleaning when I suddenly get an urgent message from your assistant asking where I am. This is leaving aside the fact that there is no way in hell I am letting a brand new feral up to the surface on a whim.”

“I think you are overreacting, Mr. Walker. I’ve spoken face to face with her, she is perfectly well behaved,” replied Dr. Dabrowski with a sigh. What did she call him? Mr. Walker? That’s the guy.

“Ma’am, my men are not prison guards. They’re not trained for that. You want us to keep people out and ferals in, that’s fine. With all due respect, I don’t believe letting another Slinky out of its cell is the right thing to do,” replied Mr. Walker. 

“She has complied so far. After her first few attempts at the entrance she has given us no trouble,” said Dabrowski. “Unlike Slinky there’s no record of her hunting and eating people.” Olivia shivered. Eating people. Who is this Slinky? I guess he’s a feral.

“He was learning and biding his time. If you’re wrong, ma’am, people will die.” 

“She could shed light on so many questions we’ve had since this institute was founded. If getting those answers requires an olive branch, so be it.”

“Maybe she takes your olive branch. Maybe she wants revenge. Maybe she just wants to get out,” suggested Walker. I would like to leave. But they’d try to stop me, even if I get past the noise thing. A pit formed at the bottom of her stomach. Is hurting someone right if I can get out? Maybe there’s another way?

“She only had three separate incidents over the course of a month. An entire month. Every other feral gets that many over the course of two or three days if they’re not captured or killed. Maybe four days for the herbivores,” said the doctor. “Have you had time to review the footage I sent?”

Olivia heard no response. Did he nod? Did he shake his head? After a few seconds Dabrowski continued, “Dr. Sullivan insisted on hosting her upstairs in her office. The theory is that the sight of the sky should set the feral at ease, but I will defer to your judgment.” Olivia jolted upright in her seat. Outside? Can I fly again?

“Yes, ma’am.” OK. I just need to be a person to this guy. Not a big scary monster. A person. Olivia pulled her wings in as tight as the bed she sat on would allow, curling her toes and fingers in to hide her claws.

Heavy footsteps approached at a rapid clip. A man marched into the room. Narrowed brown eyes, sandwiched between a drab green cap and an iron grey mustache, took in every detail of the cell. Olivia’s head tilted an inch to the side as he came to a stop out of reach, hands clasped behind his back and feet spread a few feet apart, back perfectly straight. 

His uniform reminded her of a lighter version of the MHU’s, though green instead of urban grey. The sleeves of his shirt had been rolled up to his elbows, and the pant legs seemed to be tucked into his boots. That’s weird. That looks like a uniform, but I don’t see any patches. There’s always patches on those things. Don’t they mean something? 

Once the sounds of the door closing died out, he cleared his throat. “She given you any trouble?” he asked the guards, meeting Olivia’s gaze. 

One of the guards took in a sharp breath as if waking up. He looked to Walker and said, “No, sir. She hasn’t so much as twitched at the whitecoats.” 

Walker twisted his neck to fix the guard with a look hidden from Olivia. “The doctors.”

“Yes, sir. Sorry, sir. The doctors.”

“So,” said Walker, his attention snapping back to Olivia. “Olivia, correct? You can call me Mr. Walker. The safety of this facility and its employees is my responsibility.”

“Hello,” said Olivia with a small wave.

“Will you be giving me any trouble?” he asked without further preamble.

I can’t smell any fresh air to lead me out of here. You’ll probably shoot me a bunch, and the last time the MHU shot at me I actually bled. I’m not entirely sure I’d be willing to murder my way out unless there’s no other way. That sonic thing really hurt.

“I hope not.”

Walker did not visibly smile. Indeed, only barely could Olivia spot the corners of his eyes crinkling in amusement. “That’s my hope as well.” Any trace of his amusement vanished, even if the tension in his shoulders relaxed ever so slightly. “If I have learned anything from twenty years in the Army and another seven in the Texas Rangers, trouble finds its way everywhere sooner or later.”

Olivia asked, “What kind of trouble?”

He finally broke eye contact with her. Hands still clasped behind his back, Walker spun precisely ninety degrees, took three steps to the left, and came to a stop holding the exact same pose he’d addressed her with. His vision rose a few degrees, as if looking out at a distant horizon instead of a deeply boring concrete wall.

“All kinds. All kinds. We must always be vigilant. Failure is like water, it will seep in anywhere there are cracks. In an ideal world we would never lift our arms against each other, but such is not the way of the world we live in.”

Walker spun on his heels precisely one hundred and eighty degrees and took three more steps to the right, exactly back to where he’d stood before. He still stared off into the nonexistent distance. Should I say something? I don’t think so. He’s kind of just going for it. Olivia glanced at the identical guards to find them slouching against the wall in poorly disguised boredom.

“Do you agree?”

Olivia blinked. “Yes.”

One of the guards jerked upright. Walker caught Olivia’s startled reaction out of the corner of his eye, turning around just in time for the guard to announce, “Slinky’s acting up, we need to get over there.”

Walker marched over to the door, Olivia forgotten. “Open her up, let them know we’re on the way.”

“Need to focus, boss,” said one of the guards. The man disintegrated. Olivia stared in horror as his body, equipment, clothes, everything turned to fine white powder, itself dissipating to nothing a second later. Walker and the other guard, utterly unfazed by the scene, hurried from the room.

Olivia’s gaze was torn between the open and unguarded door, and where one of those guards once stood. Is he OK? What was that? She heard a thud from outside her cell and raised voices. Can I just leave? Maybe I can escape. There’s no one else here. She got up, but paused at the threshold, with a wary gaze in the vague direction of the sonic emitters. With no piercing shriek coming, she stepped out of her cell.

She found herself in a sparse corridor, the concrete walls plastered with the occasional workplace safety poster or an anatomical diagram of some animal. To the left of Olivia’s door were brand new ones of a shark, crocodile, and komodo dragon. A few feet past those lay a dead end. To her right lay the rest of the facility, and with it alarmed shouts from guards. They only grew more alarmed and urgent as she crept as best she could along the wall towards the top of a T intersection.

The hall directly ahead of her held another door and dead end similar to her own cell. As she rounded the corner, she caught sight of the commotion. Several guards, Walker and Olivia’s non disintegrated one included, ringed a pair of pallet jacks carrying a twisted mass of metal most of the way out of a cell identical to Olivia’s own. She spotted a couple orderlies pulling at straps binding the mass and realized some of the metal moved. 

Concentric matte grey bands twisted like a colossal serpent. About twenty feet long and twice as thick as a man, it pushed against the straps holding it in place, giving room for other parts of its body to wriggle free. Through its sluggish and slow writhing Olivia could barely spot a humanoid silhouette. Feral? Is that the one that hunted people? Some bands formed only a half circle like a rib bone, others, towards the center of the feral, a full hoop. She glanced at the poster on the wall for any clue, only to realize it was literally just a giant bold red question mark.

One of the hoops lashed out, twisting out from the column of its body and pulverizing a guard as he moved to help one of the orderlies. Instead of a scream, or blood, or anything else Olivia expected, his body exploded into white powder. Now free of the straps, the shambling mound twisted towards the rest of the people. Are they going to be able to stop it? 

“Fire!” shouted Walker. With that order, the guards and orderlies abandoned all attempts to wrangle the feral and either dove out of the way or followed his order, opening fire with the heavy rifles every guard save Walker carried. 

The feral made no sound, save its body scraping against surfaces, but it curled tighter around its center of mass, flinching away from the gunfire. One bullet caught a solid blow on a thinner band, cracking it. Pale green blood oozed from beneath the metallic flesh. The feral lunged forward with its thick center, bowling over one guard and turning another into powder. Not all of those guards are powder copies. Neither are those worker guys. 

Olivia rushed forward as Walker pulled one of his men out of reach of the feral by the collar. She grazed against the back of one of the identical guards with her shoulder, knocking him to the side before she could intercept the other feral. Alarmed shouts filled the air as she collided with it. Despite its lack of facial features or normal body language, its spasm registered as shock.

Olivia dug her hands into the metallic mass and hauled it off the ground. Free hoops ground against her fingers, either to sever them or at least make her release it. She dug the claws of her feet into the ground to brace and chucked the bulk of the feral back into its cell. One of its ends managed to hook itself around her wrist. She swatted it off with her free hand, breaking something. Behind her, someone started to pull the pallet jacks out from the doorway. The feral untangled itself and began to coil and twist itself towards the door and Olivia. 

She spread her wings, covering the entire entrance, and screamed, “Back off!”

The metallic feral, instead of the mindless hungry charge of the mantis feral she’d meet in the fighting arena, hesitated. After they sized each other up for a moment, it curled up once more, hoops ready to strike if Olivia pushed forward. 

“Close it, now!” ordered Walker. The heavy door, eight inches of solid steel, slammed shut, leaving the feral trapped in its cell.

Olivia let out a relieved sigh, folding her wings and claws back up, and turned around to find rifles pointed directly towards her. Beyond them, the orderlies carted off the pallet jacks, careful not to turn their backs on her.

Walker, unarmed and directly behind the line, barked, “What in the hell do you think you’re doing?”

Olivia flinched back and slowly held her open hands to her side. “My door was open.”

“That does not give you free reign to walk around wherever you want!”

“You guys left it open. And it sounded bad.”

Walker removed his cap by the brim and ran a hand through sweaty iron-grey hair. “I am going to be spending a lot of time explaining this failure. Stand down,” he ordered his men. You just gave me a little speech about how important it was to avoid failure.

“Me? I’m sorry.” 

He eyed the bullet casings on the ground for a moment. “Not just that.” Shooting the bad feral was bad? He had to. Right? “No visiting the upper floors today. We have to clean this up. Let’s get you back.”

***

The next day, Olivia awoke to find a change of clothes, normal clothes, neatly folded. Thank god. They’re not bright orange. They’re even kind of my size! She enjoyed the shower with no one talking to her or aiming guns at her or prodding at her. Just silence and running water.

After getting out and cutting the requisite holes into her new shirt, she threw herself face first on her bed. Tired. It’s so quiet. Usually, Amanda’s muttering to herself at about this time. Or Ben is harassing her. Or Miya is cursing to herself out back. Or Chris is reading some history book. Olivia fought back a tear. I can’t give up. I’m going to get out of here. 

This place is weird. Are the security people and science people even talking to each other? Is there any single person in charge? Dabrowski and Walker seem to be in charge of some stuff, but I don’t think they get along. 

Lunch passed before the green light above the door lit up. In walked four familiar guards as Olivia got up. The lead guard reminded her of Miya, or at least the skin she could see that wasn’t tattooed. The other three smelled and acted exactly the same. He mentioned Clone and Ortega. Those guys are all the same, so I’m guessing they’re Clone. Clones? Whatever.

“Are you ready?” asked the lead guard, who by process of elimination must have been Ortega. “You’re heading up to the top floors today.”

“Hello,” she said, with her now customary small wave. “Yes.” OK, I know I’ve said this every time before, and every time the other person goes off on some crazy rant, but this time I’m going to have a normal conversation.

“This way,” he said, Clones standing to the side to let Olivia out. His eyes locked onto her and flashed for a moment. What was that? Cautious of the firepower they carried, she followed him and headed out to the concrete hallway. 

“So, you’re Ortega?” she asked the back of the lead man’s head as they walked.

“Yep.”

After a moment with no elaboration, she turned to one of the Clones. “And you’re Clone? Or all of you?”

“Yep,” one replied after a moment, ignoring the second question.

She inhaled deeply and sighed. A whiff of something pleasant caught her nose. She tracked it to the Clone to her right. 

“What?” he asked.

“Something smells really good. Why do you smell like burgers?”

Ortega noticed their looks. His eyes flashed again. “She smells the grill.” Can he smell what I’m smelling?

“Oh. It’s Friday, I run the grill for the staff lunch.”

“It smells really really good,” Olivia admitted. “Way better than normal burgers.”

Clone cracked a smile for a moment as they passed Slinkey’s cell and into unfamiliar territory for Olivia. “I would hope so. I was a sous chef at some high end restaurants years ago.”

“Sew?” People like talking about themselves.

“Second in command for the big chef.” He shot a mocking look at Ortega. “Finally, someone who actually appreciates good food.”

“She ain’t even ate it! It’s just the smell,” Ortega shot back with a laugh.

“What are they feeding you?” Clone asked her. You don’t know? The different parts here really don’t talk to each other.

“Meat. I think beef. They’ve tried other stuff too. It’s all good.”

“I bet.”

“I wish I didn’t have to cut out all those fatty bits though,” said Olivia.

Clone’s back stiffened. “What? No. Fat’s got that flavor, man. Nothing but fat sucks, but a well marbled steak? That’s what you’re there for.”

“But it’s kind of tough. Sometimes I get stringy bits caught in my teeth.”

“Oh, sounds like they’re giving you cheap cuts with gristle. Ask for a good ribeye, you’ll see what I’m talking about.”

They came to a low, narrow door. Olivia had grown used to having to duck under most doorways, but the hallway that extended beyond was exactly the same height. That was, about six inches lower than what her wings cleared. Olivia stopped, and looked at Ortega.

He noticed her exasperated look and shrugged. “One of the real big ones gets loose, they can’t get to anyone in here too easy.” He motioned for her to go through.

She sighed. Fine, whatever. She ducked down and hunched over, spreading her wings out a few feet to keep the tops from grinding against the ceiling. Thankfully, this didn’t go on for too long, and they came to an open elevator. Her escort motioned for her to get in, not following themselves.

Ortega said, “Interior controls have been deactivated. It’ll take you two levels up to the white coats’ offices. We’re taking a different elevator up and will be waiting for you at the top. Don’t fuck with it.”

Olivia eyed the small, grey metal elevator with its welded patches on the walls and dim lighting. Just me? “Can I not go in?” asked Olivia. “Or walk?”

“It’s the elevator or back to your cell,” he replied.

She crammed herself into the elevator as a Clone hit a button on the wall. The door closed behind her. Olivia stood in silence for a moment. Then another moment. Right as she thought something bad was about to happen, the elevator jerked to life, moving upwards. It went up. And up. Oh, maybe I can go outside. All these rooms are too small. The elevator slowed to a halt, and the doors immediately opened. The warm air that rushed in somehow stuck to her skin. She felt the air as she breathed. 

“This way,” said Ortega.

“What is that?” she asked as they walked, feeling her new clothes stick to her body with sweat.

Ortega was quiet for a second before asking, “Oh, never felt humidity?”

“Warm as a momma’s hug, without the smell of whisky,” joked Clone. 

“No,” replied Olivia as Ortega’s laughter died down. Her nose wrinkled. “It doesn’t feel good.”

“Where did you live before?”

“Westward City.”

“Man, never managed to get out there. I always wanted to learn how to ski.,” said Ortega. As they chatted, the guards seemed to relax, grips on weapons loosening and postures slacking. Normal people! Finally! And they seem happy just talking.

“Welcome to Houston, worst weather in the world,” added Clone. “It’s the end of May, it’s only going to get worse. At least the hurricanes usually don’t make it this far west.”

“Humidity, you said?” asked Olivia

“Yeah, this is normal.”

Olivia paused for a moment. “Why does anyone live here then?” Ortega and one Clone nearly doubled over laughing for a moment. The other two Clones marched on like clockwork. It’s only ever one Clone talking or reacting at once.

“You get used to it,” said Clone.

“Really?”

“Nope!” he replied, chuckling as her shoulders slumped.

“Eggheads here are all pissy, can’t stop bitching about it. This is where their careers go to die and they’re bitching about humidity,” said Ortega.

“Not you guys?” You two don’t seem upset. You’re the only ones talking to me like a normal person. 

“Nah, we’re heroes of the people, keeping monsters locked away.” 

“Sorry,” Olivia mumbled.

“You’re fine,” said Clone. “You should see some of the nastier critters. I get torn in half or melted in acid all the time. There’s a bunch of ferals with acid, don’t know why.” What! Oh, Clone, right.

“Clone might have been a chef, but I got sick of hiking around in the desert my whole career. This place is heaven,” added Ortega.

“Oh, were you in the army too?” asked Olivia.

“Sort of. Walker was an officer. I was enlisted. Found out I wasn’t a fan of shooting people,” he said with a shrug. Before Olivia could reply, Ortega brought the group to a stop. “Here’s the psychologist.”

“Isn’t she a psychiatrist?” asked Clone.

“What’s the difference?”

“I don’t know, do you?”

“Fucking I don’t know, man.” To Olivia he said, “Shrink’s inside. We’ll be on watch outside.” Ortega knocked on the door to announce their presence.

A deeply tanned middle-aged woman in a stark white tank top matching her teeth beckoned Olivia in with a wide smile. “Come in, Olivia! Take a seat!”

13: Houston

“Did you get your driver’s license out of a fucking cereal box!” Miya screamed as the driver ahead of her lightly tapped on his brakes going downhill.

Ben gripped the handle above the truck door a little tighter. And she said she knew how to drive, he thought. Swapping drivers every couple of hours kept one person from grinding down, though only fifteen minutes into Miya’s shift and, from the sidelong glances they threw at each other, no one actually got any rest. Despite his brace, her merge sent him pressing into Amanda, sandwiched between him and his brother in the back.

“How much have you driven before?” Chris asked Miya from the shotgun seat.

“It’s not that hard,” she said. Well, that doesn’t answer the fucking question. Ben kept an eye on Chris, biting his tongue when he opened his mouth to speak.

“Do you have your license?”

“Yeah, I got my license,” replied Miya with a wave of her hand as she rolled her eyes at him. Ben’s grip on the handle tightened for a moment in terror. “You can pass that test even if you don’t own a car.”

“No, physically with you. Or is it sitting in some purse in Phoenix?”

Miya remained quiet.

“OK, pull over before a cop does.”

“It’s fine.”

“No, it really ain’t,” replied Rob, glaring daggers at the back of her head as she abused his years long pet project.

“That motel look good?” asked Ben, pointing out a neon sign lighting up the night sky.

He took in the sight of the old, 50’s style motel. The sign sticking out of the roof simply said OT L. The barest shadow of the missing M and E letters broke up the light green paint of the sign. Pockmarks of rust splotched all across the whitewashed walls.

“Pft, no,” snorted Rob. The car hit a pothole, cutting off whatever else he was about to say.

“Excellent! It’ll be cost-effective,” answered Ben.

“You mean cheap?” said Chris.

“Yep.”

“Good enough. Let’s pull off here,” he said, pointing to the off ramp.

Miya bit back a complaint at the sight of their faces. twisted the steering wheel to pull the truck into the motel parking lot, more gravel than asphalt. Rob’s armor and various other contraptions rattled in the back with the abrupt turn.

“Hey, we’re in the middle of fuckin’ nowhere, northern Texas. Take what you can get,” said Rob as they spilled out of the truck, hopping up and down to get the kinks out of his legs. Ten hours of driving. Nothing but sitting and driving. I don’t even know the name of this little town; I must have missed the sign.

Ben took in the glorious sight of about five dingy houses, a gas station, a stereotypical diner with two cars and a semi parked outside, and the vast expanse of dirt and nothing else beyond the nameless little sunbaked town. Not even a tree to break up the sight of the sun setting beyond the flat, featureless horizon.

“Where’s the next town?” asked Miya.

“Just looking that up. Another hour away, almost,” answered Amanda, tapping at the screen of her phone. “There better be couches in the room. I’m not sleeping on the floor of a place like this,” said Amanda, eyeing the two different boarded up windows of the motel, as well as the flickering neon “Vacancy” sign.

“Yeah, hon, cuz semen-stained mattresses are so much better,” said Ben with a grin.

“Stop,” said Chris, wincing. “Let’s just get the room, figure it out from there.”

He and Amanda went into the front office while Ben, Rob, and Miya lounged about, enjoying their time not being cooped up in a car. No one suggested splitting up the group with extra rooms.

“Wonder what Amanda was doin’?” said Rob. “Spent that whole time tappin’ away.”

“No clue. You two get your techie brains together?” asked Ben.

“Yeah. She actually wants a couple of those strongbox things of mine, with some modifications. We actually came up with some stuff yesterday, if you combine the physical locks with the electronic signals she mentioned-”

“Rob,” cut in Ben as Miya’s eyes began to glaze over and he felt his doing the same. “Don’t care.”

Rob sighed. “Philistines.”

Eventually, Chris and Amanda returned and led them to their room on the second floor. Smells funky, yellowing walls, old tube TV, frayed bedding, I don’t even want to know what the bathroom looks like. Exactly what I expected. I love being right.

“I want food. Anyone else want food?” Rob asked the group at large.

“Gas station food or diner food,” said Amanda. “Those are our options.”

Miya grunted, “No more burgers. We had those for lunch.”

“You’re right. Gas station junk food’ll be much better than greasy spoon shit, both taste an’ nutrition,” snarked Ben.

“Fuck it, I’m goin’ to the gas station. Tell me what you want in the next two minutes or get it yourself,” proclaimed Rob, backing away towards the door. Fuck it, I’ll give him a hand. Everyone rattled off their orders, such as they were, and the brothers left.

Loose dirt and rocks crunched under their feet against the concrete sidewalk as they made their way to the gas station down the road. The two streetlights the town boasted flickered as they lit their way.

“So what have you been up to out in Colorado?” Rob asked.

“Huh? Same old same old,” replied Ben. Didn’t we go over this already?

“Nothin’ new at all? Same shit jobs?”

“Yeah. What’s wrong with that?” replied Ben, shooting Rob a confused look. We’re identical. We may run off and do our own things, but we’re still the same.

“Dude, I got my GED.”

“What?” burst out Ben before Rob could continue. “When did that happen?”

“About a year ago,” replied Rob with a shrug, not even bothering to keep up the pretense of a smile. “I know we were all cool runnin’ out, but man it makes life easier. You do the same? You improvin’ yourself?”

Ben laughed. “What’s there to improve?”

They reached the gas station and entered, nodding to the bored clerk slouched at the counter. Plastic wrapping crinkled as they grabbed the various snacks and prepackaged food that would make up the group’s dinner.

“Lots. It’s been years, man. You made friends? Join a sports team? Get laid? Anythin’? Or you still runnin’ around pissin’ off mid-level jackasses? More to life than that.”

Ben bit his tongue once again as they met back up at the counter to pay. The moment the rickety glass door hissed closed behind them, he said, “Like what? Make someone else rich? Fight someone else’s war? Motherfuckers don’t care about us. Fuck that.”

“Way I hear it, you brought along some girl to die, you care then? Honest now.”

Honest. Ben didn’t trust himself to speak. They returned to the motel room in silence. Miya, Chris, and Amanda picked up on nothing as they chatted and distributed the food. Ben crashed on the chair in the room and kicked his legs up on the small table in front of him. Other than those, the only pieces of furniture in the room were the two twin beds and TV stand in the corner. He checked his phone, to find no reception. Great. How did Amanda get hers to work then? I’m guessing techie techno-nonsense, or maybe my carrier just hates me.

Rob tossed him a greasy plastic package. Deal with it later. I’ve got artificial cake like substance to eat. Just like momma used to make. And soda to wash it down. We are living the life right now.

Amanda leaned back on one of the beds. She twiddled with a phone in one hand, the other drumming on the closed laptop on the nightstand. Rob sat on the floor beside Ben, back against the wall. Chris leaned against the wall near the bathroom door, and Miya lay spread-eagle on her back over the bed.

“Amanda,” spoke up Chris after a silent minute as everyone devoured their meagre rations. “Do you have anything on what’s going on back in Westward? Anything on us?”

“Not much. They found the alien’s body, and someone in the media found out, so they’re having a field day with that.”

“What the hell even was that?” grumbled Miya.

“That place used to be called Pale Man’s palace. Was just an urban legend,” said Ben. “Kind of shocked Olivia wound up there.”

“Yeah, but why us? Did Olivia piss him off?”

“OK, idea. As a group, an’ let’s think about this honestly, how many people would notice if we vanished?” asked Rob.

Ben and Rob exchanged glances. You, me, Sam. That’s about it for me. Come on, Rob. Tell me about all the friends you’ve got. Everyone else seemed suddenly very preoccupied with the floor when Rob asked that question.

“I… I’ve been busy, over the last couple years,” said Amanda. “Just, like, didn’t have a lot of time for much else.” She seemed to be talking more to herself than anyone else.

“No one, really,” whispered Miya in the meantime. Chris stayed quiet.

“Yeah,” said Ben. “An’ maybe he thought we’d be easy. I know Amanda woulda never gotten out if I hadn’t come around.”

“Why is that?” prodded Miya.

“It was kinda funny,” said Ben.

“Oh, come on. Screw you,” said Amanda, trying her best to suppress a smile. Oh my god, something besides hostility.

“It was this featureless grey void, I shit you not. Took me a moment to figure it out, I thought I’d died. An’ then,” he said with a laugh. “An’ then I turned around an’ saw her at this desk, all hunched over a computer, just whalin’ on the keyboard. Up above her is this big floatin’ mass of circuit boards an’ sparks an’ shit. I just walked up to her, shoved my face in front of hers, an’ said ‘if this is so great why am I here?’ Snapped her right out of it. Took twenty seconds, tops.”

Amanda laughed, and even Chris brightened a slight bit. Of course, he always looks like he’s brooding, so any improvement is a nice change. Man, we were desperate for something to smile at. Miya and Rob exchanged glances, even as they laughed along.

“Olivia’s was kind of cute. I hope she’s alright. She’s probably freaking out right now, too,” said Miya.

“I know, I fucked up,” said Amanda, bitterness tinging her words.

“How did you not see that airlift comin’?” asked Ben. Well, that should have been ‘we’ in there. Whatever.

“Oh, I’m sorry,” exclaimed Amanda. “Don’t you see my enormous, precognizant space brain? You don’t? Wait, that’s right, I don’t have one. Why would they move her by air, anyways? It doesn’t make sense to do that.”

“Us,” broke in Chris. “They move her by air and that’s five metahumans out of the picture. That’d be worth the risk. Before, Marcus probably thought we were just keeping her as a smart pet or something, but we’ve stuck together over the last month, so he probably worked out we were looking out for each other. Or some analysts hammered that into his thick skull after a couple weeks of his willful ignorance.”

“Fuck that guy,” said Miya. “I have no idea who he is but fuck him.”

“Ugh,” said Amanda, rubbing her forehead. “He wasn’t your old boss. You have no idea.” She mock shivered.

“We should kill him,” said Ben. Everyone looked at him. “At some point, not right now,” Ben clarified.

“I don’t think that’s a good idea-” began Chris.

“No, I think Ben has a good idea,” said Miya, cutting Chris off. Why thank you! “This is the guy that’s been hounding Olivia from the beginning. We should deal with him.”

“We do that and the whole weight of US law enforcement comes down on us. That is absolutely not something they roll over for and accept,” said Amanda, with an incredulous look on her face.

Ben looked at Rob. You haven’t chimed in yet. Rob shrugged. “I’m fine either way. It’s a lot like startin’ a morphine addiction. Not the best of ideas, but there’s a reason behind it.”

“And what do you think Olivia will say about you killing someone on her behalf?” asked Chris with a raised eyebrow.

“Hey, if she’s not willing to do what needs to be done, I will,” said Miya leaning forward.

“Miya, why are you so pissed off on her behalf?” asked Ben. I just want to kill Marcus because he’s a prick. You seem righteously indignant. “Righteous indignation?”

Miya grimaced and shrugged. “I don’t know. Because she cared, if I had to guess.”

“That’s it?” asked Amanda.

“What?” burst Miya. “I’ve always been a little Mexica girl from a piss poor neighborhood and the second youngest of five. I’d still be kicking around in Arizona in a dead-end job if I didn’t have my magic.”

“How does that work? Magic an’ shit?” asked Ben. She’s the first magic user I’ve been able to talk to. Always was curious as to how that worked.

Miya shrugged. “I was bored one day. Hungry. I’d skipped school and was just running around. I was, I don’t know. Imagining I was somewhere else, doing something else. I really don’t remember the specifics. Then I shot red spark things out of my hands. This wasn’t a trigger, I was just kicking around in an abandoned car lot. But if felt like something was tugging on a bit of my brain.

“Fuck. I barely understood it at first. I could make red sparks come out of my hands that made people spaz out, that’s all I knew. I tried it on one of my brothers when he had his back turned. When I figured that out, I shoplifted food or little things, and used magic to get away if I was ever caught. I was about eleven at the time, and looked like I was even younger, so everyone just ignored or underestimated me anyways,” she said.

“How old are you now?” asked Amanda. “You look about sixteen.” Miya comes up to about my chin, and I’m not a tall guy.

“I’m eighteen. And really, sixteen? I know I’m, what’d he call it? Vertically impaired, that’s it. But I like to think I look a little older than that.”

Rob snorted. “Heh. Little.”

“Shut up. I’m getting off track. Anyways, then this guy, Don, found me, maybe seven months after I’d first started channeling. He explained what I was doing was magic, and offered to teach me. It was great. Amazing I had power, I could do, well, at the time I thought I could do almost anything. You know how magicians and wizards are always portrayed as these super powerful guys who can do almost anything with magic? Yeah, that’s what I thought too, until Don told me about specialties. He offered to help me figure mine out, for a price.”

“Uhhhh…” began Rob. Amanda and Chris looked uncomfortable, or at least apprehensive, as well.

“Where is this goin’?” asked Ben. “Are we talkin’ souls or what?” Or is this a darker story than I thought?

Miya looked around at all of them. “What? No, it was money. He had a bad opium addiction, and was alcoholic now that I think about it, though he hid it well. Souls, really?” she asked with a laugh. Opium? That’s old school. Like, didn’t that fall out of fashion a hundred years ago?

“Question,” said Rob. “How is sellin’ a soul a laughin’ matter? Isn’t that how magic shit works?”

Miya laughed harder. “What? Seriously you guys? No, mortals can’t do shit with souls. Demons can, but any magician who tries to sell them souls is just killed. But why is a whole other lecture.”

“Huh,” said Chris. Yep. That about sums up my thoughts on that. The more you know, I guess.

“Yeah. So, I managed to scrounge up the money so he’d teach me. We figured out I could do bone stuff. Then he said the next lesson was going to be more expensive. I told Don I didn’t quite have that kind of money, and he told me that I was shit out of luck if that was the case. This should have gotten my alarm bells ringing.

Miya trailed off for a moment, biting her lip. “But, I don’t know. I wanted to do more. I tried teaching myself, but it’s super abstract. Very few people pick up on it quickly. Even the basic stuff took me a while to get down, and biology is the most complex out of all the magic fields.”

“Wait, biology is a scientific field,” said Amanda.

“There are old pretentious Latin and Greek terms for magic fields, but I learned it as biology, psychology, chemistry, and physics, only you’re manipulating those different things with magic,” explained Miya. “Within each four of those are different subsets. But if you want a magic lecture, I’d like to point you to the internet. It’s less about talking and more about doing. Anyways, I started mugging. As in, grab someone and immobilize them to take their wallet.”

“You, a mugger?” asked Rob incredulously.

“Yeah,” said Ben. “Wouldn’t see her comin’. An’ if she was smart an’ came in from behind, they’re not likely to see her an’ tip the police off later.” It’s the people you don’t see coming that are dangerous.

Miya nodded. “What he said. This went on, lessons got more expensive, though I was starting to work stuff out on my own. Don introduced me to the magic underground, people who would have never spoken to me otherwise. It was… OK, I guess. A means to an end.” We’d damn well better not be a means to an end too.

Miya stopped talking. “How did you get to Westward, then?” Chris prompted.

“Don sold me out to Overlord. Slim Jim attacked, and I woke up in some bizarre facility thing.” Miya stared at the bed beneath her, fiddling with the edge of a blanket.

“How do you know it was Don?” asked Rob.

“He’s my best guess. He knew how powerful I was. Overlord’s people knew exactly what I could do. Slim Jim knew exactly where to hit. I may have talked to other magicians, but Don was the only one of them to know all that.” Kidnapped, huh?

“You gonna go after him?” asked Ben. “I want in on that.”

“Yeah, that’s what I was going to do the second I could. Why do you care?”

“One,” said Ben, holding up his index finger. “Fuck kidnappers. Two,” he held up two fingers. “Fuck Overlord. An’ three, fuck this Don guy. An’ four, why the fuck not?”

Miya bit her lip, considering. “OK. Sure.”

“Don could have told others that info,” said Amanda.

“I don’t know. He’s my best guess. That’s my sad sob story,” finished Miya. “Gonna arrest me now? I see it in those cop eyes of yours,” she said to Amanda and Chris with almost forced joviality.

“What?” asked Amanda. “I was a cop for a couple months. That’s not nearly long enough for the indoctrination process.”

“Same here,” added Chris. “We joined about the same time. And no, there’s no indoctrination process.” Amanda mock glared and stuck her tongue out at him.

“Yeah, you and Amanda are pretty relaxed. Most cops don’t like me, especially MHU ones,” said Ben.

Rob shrugged. “Cops usually shoot at me, never really had a chance to talk to ‘em.” Miya nodded in agreement.

“I kind of regret that decision,” said Amanda with a shrug. “I was just out of college. I didn’t really want to go for a PhD at the time. I thought I could make a difference with the police, I guess. But I found that everything else was just boring. I’d spend all my time thinking of new things to try. Don’t get me wrong, I loved all the resources they threw at me, but the few patrols I had were with Jeremiah. Not a fun experience.”

“Ouch, I’m sorry,” said Chris. Jeremiah? Don’t know who that is.

“Wait, what resources are we talkin’ here?” asked Rob over Chris.

“Anything, so long as I filled out the right paperwork. But if I could prove I needed it, it showed up within a day or so.”

Rob’s jaw dropped. “What? Anythin’? I would totally have been a cop if I’d known that! I had to beg, borrow, cheat, and steal for all of my stuff. Do you have any idea how hard it was to hand make all of the tiny gears in this watch?” he said, holding up his wrist with the black and silver watch strapped to it. He was damn proud of that thing when he first finished it, too.

“This is the government we’re talking about,” said Amanda. “I had to fill out paperwork for everything, even the most basic of tools. You’d think some off the shelf resistors would be easy, but nope!”

“Well, how basic are we talkin’?” asked Rob. “Cuz a hammer an’ a good source of heat will keep me happy.” If I start banging my head against this wall behind me, will they notice this is boring the hell out of anyone who isn’t a techie?

“They’ll keep track of every ounce of metal-” said Amanda.

“Guys!” cut in Miya. “Now is not techie time. Get a room for that.”

“Agreed,” said Ben. Eyes… glazing over. Can’t… fight it.

“Right, sorry,” said Amanda. “So yeah, I don’t really regret leaving. What about you, Chris?”

He shrugged. “My foster mother was in the MHU, she got me interested. Took law enforcement classes and training at the Academy to keep me occupied.”

“Wait, you said foster parents?” said Miya.

Chris nodded. “Yeah, I was an angry little shit in middle and high school.” He shrugged. “I got better.” Hey, both him and Olivia don’t like making eye contact when you ask them questions.

Ben exchanged a glance with Rob. Someone’s dodging questions today. “So, the police. No qualms about leavin’?” asked Ben.

“Oh, ‘qualms.’ Someone’s pulling out the big boy words,” said Amanda.

Ben gave a gracious nod. “I try.”

Chris ignored them. “Sometimes,” he said in answer to Ben’s question. “Not a lot. It wasn’t all it cracked up to be.”

“That’s why I was a vigilante. Just go out, beat up dudes, or dudettes, I’m equal opportunity, an’ call it a day,” said Ben.

“Yeah, but how do you pay rent that way?” asked Miya.

“I worked. In the food industry, mainly.”

“Ew. Why would you do that to yourself?”

“Food is good. I like food. Meet all kinds of people, too.”

“Yeah, the weird kinds,” said Amanda.

“You do get those. But I’m talkin’ cool people. Lifers are some of the most interestin’ people you’ll talk to.”

“Lifers?” asked Chris.

“People who’ve been workin’ there their whole lives. Ex-cons, old dudes, the like. They’ve been around. Hell, I worked with this one guy, I told you about Green Man, right?” Ben asked Rob.

“Old gang warlord guy?”

“Yeah, so he was a big deal in Columbus in the mid-eighties. Then the MHU busted him an’ that was the end of it. Got out about seven years ago on parole. Worked with him for a while in some hole in the wall restaurant. Not what you’d expect. Didn’t bring up his old life much, an’ I didn’t ask, but he was still interestin’ to talk to. Different perspective.”

“Please don’t tell me you were a waiter,” said Amanda.

“Nah, back on the line.” At the blank looks he received, he clarified, “The kitchen. Also worked in fast food, an’ I ain’t doin’ that again.”

“I miss those free donuts,” said Chris.

“That was a fun job.”

“You had to go in at five in the morning. I remember because you woke me up a couple times when you left,” said Miya.

“Oh, sorry ‘bout that. But I don’t sleep too well anyways, so I got to live out a sugary wonderland fantasy every mornin’. At least, that’s what I told myself to get outta bed.”

“Sleep. Sleep is sacred,” said Rob. Yeah, that is something we should do at some point.

The conversation died off there. They threw away the trash from their imitation of a meal and settled into comfortable silence, with only the sound of Amanda tapping away at her laptop to keep Ben awake.

“Hey, Amanda, are you looking up how we’re going to get into that feral research place?” asked Chris suddenly.

“Yeah, I’ve been on that the last couple days. It’s not pretty.” Wonderful.

“How bad?”

“Big walls, pretty good firewalls and electronic systems, lots of Freeman guards-”

“Wait, wait,” said Chris. “Did you say the Freeman Company’s doing security?”

“Yeah, why?” asked Amanda.

Chris smiled. “My father, my foster father, works for them. Think we could wrangle a way in that way?” Oh, I’m liking this.

“Worth a shot. How high up is he on the totem pole?” asked Amanda.

“I’ll have to check. He’s in the paymaster section, not sure how much influence they have over the combat side of things in terms of who gets hired and where they go. Anything else sticking out to you?”

“Nope, not from here.”

“I’d say we actually look at the place before we plan anythin’,” said Rob. “Internet can only tell you so much.”

“Yeah,” agreed Amanda. “If you want, I’ll show you what I’ve got, but it probably won’t get us anywhere in terms of concrete planning.”

Chris nodded as Ben stifled a yawn. “Alright. I’m thinking about getting some shuteye. We’re only four or five hours out from Houston. Let’s plan on getting out of here by seven, we’ll hit the city by lunch and scout a place out.”

“Sounds good,” said Rob.

They scattered around the room, Miya and Amanda sharing one bed as best they could, with Chris in the other. Ben leaned back in his chair, trying desperately to ignore the wicked sore neck he would have in the morning.

12: Asylum

Olivia fiddled with the edge of her pillow, trying to catch a single thread with the tip of a claw. She hadn’t moved in any substantial way since throwing herself onto the bed hours ago, a day after her checkup. The amount of effort required to get up and pace just didn’t seem worth it anymore. Seven steps one way, then seven steps in the other; the only alternative to tearing up the corner of her pillow. Seven steps, back and forth.

I hope the others are OK. How long have I been here? I think it’s been four days. Maybe three. Or was it five? I don’t know. She closed her eyes, shutting out the bright lights of the cell. What are they doing? What if one of them got hurt, or shot, or broke a limb? Are they OK after that alien thing?

Olivia sighed. I’m worrying too much. They can take care of themselves. But I don’t even know if they got away from the cops. I should ask the scientists. Should I ask? Why would they even answer that question?

This wouldn’t have happened if I hadn’t lost my temper. I just want to see them again. This isn’t home.

Think about something else. Olivia got up and extended her wings as far as possible. The wing tips came within a couple feet of the walls. I just want to get up and fly. Anything but this. Why am I even putting up with this? Why didn’t I try to get out when they opened the door? The hidden cameras bore into her. They’re watching me, and it’s getting annoying. They’ve given me nothing but vague promises about my past. That’s it. It’s good to know health stuff.

A green light flashed on the wall, followed by the food slot opening up. Oh, something to do. Olivia got up, grabbed a fork off the tray, and poked at a warm, cooked slab of beef. I wonder what they’ll do if I refuse to eat it? Not that I will, steak is pretty good. Smells good, too. So much less grease than fast food, even if it is a little tougher.

She scarfed down the meal. Yay, now I have nothing to do again. I already took a shower, and that’s about all there is to do in here. The food tray disappeared behind the slot. At least they gave me utensils this time. Didn’t they say something about letting me read some books? I think they did, but I still don’t have them.

She turned her head around, taking in the minimalistic sight of walls of concrete. The only seam in the walls marked the door. Oh my god, I’m so bored I’m studying a wall. She threw herself face first onto the bed once more. A sigh escaped her. Nothing to do but sleep, I guess. Or I can finish ruining the edge of this pillow. It’s so quiet here. Time stretched on, until she passed out as the lights dimmed.

***

The intercom crackled to life soon after Olivia finished breakfast the next day. “Olivia, this is Dr. Dabrowski. I was present for your physical a couple days ago. You remember, correct?” came the no-nonsense voice of the doctor.

Olivia blinked. “Yes. Of course. Um, why?”

“We’re not entirely confident how feral memory works. One of our goals which you can help us with is establishing what is lost, and what is gained. We can perform all the physical tests in the world, we can only make educated guesses as to the conditions of the mind. You are one of the few ferals here capable of speech, and the only really capable of answering any sort of in-depth questions.”

Few? Not only?

“Oh, and one more thing I have been asked to pass along by our head of security,” grumbled Dr Dabrowski. “In case no one has informed you yet, you are being recorded at all times.”

“I don’t like that?” If that makes them change it, great. But it hasn’t affected me at all so far.

After a brief pause, Dr. Dabrowski said, “Was that a question?”

“Kind of. I think.” I’m not quite sure what question I should be asking, honestly.

“Part of it is security, as Mr. Walker insisted. The other reason is research. Behavioral, mainly.”

Research. Wonderful. I’m a bug or something. “So, um, did you find out anything?” Am I weirder than I thought I was?

“Dr. Sullivan, our psychologist here on staff, noted that you have been acting as any new solitary confinement inmate would. She also noted that solitary confinement is not ideal for mental well-being and recommended that we open talks with you a couple days ago. I agreed.”

Like a bug. Just something to watch. “Oh. Um, thank you.” You guys have been honest with me so… wait. I keep telling myself that, but have they? They could just not be telling me stuff. “When you said answers for me, you meant, you know, who I was, right?”

“That is actually why I’m here to talk to you today. Would you like to continue this conversation face to face? I am here with Dr. Grey and an assistant; they would like to join as well.”

Well, Dr. Ruskov knew a lot of stuff. “That sounds fine,” replied Olivia.

“Very well.” The intercom went dead.

Just as before, the doors opened to admit two bizarrely familiar guards. The first was the man in sunglasses, despite the fact they were indoors and Olivia had yet to see the sun since arriving. The tanned man with tattooed forearms didn’t make an appearance. In his place stood another pale man wearing sunglasses indoors, identical to the other. They smell exactly the same. Even Ben and Rob smell kind of different. Olivia fought the urge to hiss at the heavily armed weirdness and sat at the edge of her bed again with her tail curled up behind her. Don’t be a monster, be a person.

The scientists filed in after with Dr. Dabrowski at their head, doing their absolute best to ignore the guards. After Dabrowski came an overweight man in an ill-fitting tweed jacket. He reeked of cigarette smoke, and a faint whiff of something else familiar she couldn’t quite place. A wide smile with no warmth split his face at the sight of her. Blankets rustled as Olivia realized her wings had puffed out a foot each at the sight of him. The last, a young man about Katie’s age, wheeled in a pair of office chairs, with a small stack of binders, a clipboard, and several spare pens perched atop one.

Dr. Dabrowski cleared her throat and said, “Thank you for agreeing to meet with us.” She’s so formal at random times. Then we talk more, and she forgets all about it. “This is Dr. Grey, our resident neurologist,” added, motioning to the man in tweed.

“Hello.” Olivia gave them all a small wave before remembering that revealed her claws. “How are you?”

“Oh, oh, she’s so polite,” said Dr. Grey, studying her with dark, shiny eyes.

“Much the same as before,” replied Dabrowski as she studied her clipboard. Come on!

The assistant Dabrowski never bothered to name glanced at both doctors, then with a hesitant nod said, “We’re good. How are you?”

Thank you. “I’m OK. Bored though. You said you were trying to figure out who I am?”

They sat before her with notes in hand, though out of arm’s reach once again. The assistant stood off a few feet behind them, keeping quiet.

“Yes. We are working towards discovering your previous identity. Your answers may help expedite that process. Usually there are substantial clues as to where ferals originated from, but you have none.”

“Yes, yes, quite the mystery,” added Dr. Grey with an amused smile. Does he blink?

“Clues?” Olivia asked them.

“Yes, where you were originally sighted and the site of the trigger itself is a good indicator. From there we can work out who was where at the time. Eyewitnesses help as well. My expertise is not in forensics, mind you. I do not know exactly how they draw their conclusions, but law enforcement does eventually forward any medical records they can find to us and who they believe the feral was. In your case they don’t know.”

“Oh. OK.” Olivia spoke up again, right as Dabrowski opened her mouth to speak. “Why- oh, sorry,” said Olivia as she realized she’d cut Dabrowski off. Dr. Grey giggled.

“No, continue.”

“Um, why do the police care?”

The doctor tapped her clipboard for a moment. “There are several reasons. A feral trigger is technically a homicide. At least, that is my understanding, I’m no legal expert on the matter. If nothing else, they give closure to a community, and feral attacks are well publicized enough for them to not sweep it under the rug. As for your case, the fact that you appeared out of nowhere is ringing MHU alarms.”

“They didn’t seem to look for me too hard. When I was with my friends.”

“I spoke with Cyrus on the phone when you first appeared. I believe he had hoped for more peaceful talks with you, on your own terms. He seemed strangely knowledgeable.”

“What… what do you mean?”

“There are many misconceptions about ferals among the general public, and even the scientific community outside of this facility. I got the impression that he knew more than he let on, which was surprising, to say the least. I assume he has, or had, a feral relative.” I saw that mantis feral, but it’s still annoying how everyone thinks I’m just going to go crazy and kill everything or get killed. “That’s fine. Now, obviously you are capable of speech, so the next question is whether you can read and write.”

“I… I asked for a book. You know, when you talked to me earlier.”

“A comic book, yes. We were fairly confident you could, but we needed to make sure.”

More and more inane questions followed. Grey and Dabrowski tag teamed back and forth, asking about seemingly random minutiae of her concept of politeness or the structure of the alphabet, her mood at the time of seeing said minutiae, and any connection she had to other minutiae. Time dragged on and on. Olivia felt her jaw clench. No, don’t get angry. I do stupid stuff when I’m angry. I’m here because I got angry.

“No, I don’t know how I know stuff. I just remember random stuff,” said Olivia, suppressing yet another sigh. With any luck that blanket statement will make this stop.

Dr. Dabrowski blinked. “Very well, we’ll leave the rest for a later date.” Later. Wonderful. I miss my friends. I don’t think they ever wasted my time. “If you are comfortable with telling me, what is the very first thing you remember? Not a concept like we’ve been discussing, but the first thing you remember doing, as yourself.”

“I woke up.”

The silence hung in the air until the doctor asked, “Could you specify? Anything notable about your surroundings?”

“Well… I was in this alleyway. There was a dumpster between me and the street. It smelled pretty bad. It was raining. That was it, really.”

“No blood?” asked Dr. Grey.

“No!” exclaimed Olivia as she shot fully upright on her bed. “Why … no. I don’t like killing. I don’t want to hurt anyone. No blood. Just dirt. Some trash. Nothing else.”

The guards, somewhat relaxed and bored before, tightened their grips on their weapons. “Everything alright?” asked the guard on the right.

“Yes, we’re fine,” said Dabrowski, waving him off. “That is not what we were alluding to. How much do you know of the actual, physical feral transformation?”

“I’m… I’m not… human anymore.” There, I said it. Happy?

“Yes, but I’m talking about the actual process. That brief span in time between pre and post trigger.”

“Um, I don’t know.” I haven’t really thought about it before, actually. I think I just kind of try to ignore it.

“There is only one that has ever been captured on video, but there are more than enough eyewitness accounts for us to get an accurate picture. They are brutal. Bloody. I will save you the description, unless you truly want one. But the point is you did not wake up at the site of your trigger. This has some unfortunate implications.”

The doctor spun in her chair and motioned to her assistant for a white two inch binder labeled FOUND DECEASED IV. “If I recall correctly, you have had a face to face encounter with another feral, yes?” She set the binder down on her lap and rifled through the tabbed sections. She stopped at the last one. “The mantis specimen? It was killed by a combination of claw and gunshot wounds.”

“Phenomenal, phenomenal work there,” murmured Dr. Grey, reading over her shoulder.

He, not it. “Yeah. He was attacking us.”

“Indeed. It was caged, and probably mistreated, but that is common for ferals if they are not killed outright or if the government gets to them first. Exotic pets, fighting rings, unconventional weapons. What is unusual is that you appear to have no memory of how you got to that alley in the first place. I cannot fathom why someone would just put you there and leave. Was there anything on your person at the time?”

“Um, no.”

“Really? No note, no jewelry on you, no scrap of clothing?”

Olivia felt a small blush creep up her cheeks. No clothes out on that street. Ew. “No,” she said, eyes fixed on the edge of the desk in front of her.

The doctor leaned back in her office chair. “That is very surprising. Are you absolutely certain?”

“Yeah. My friends asked me this stuff before.”

“Yes, I’m sure your friends are quite capable, but we have access to greater resources and expertise,” dismissed Dr. Dabrowski. She steepled her fingers and pursed her lips, remaining quiet for a moment. I know, I’m weird. “I don’t believe something like this has happened before, to my knowledge. We’ll see what the Westward investigators make of this.”

Olivia frowned as Dr. Dabrowski turned to hand the binder back to her assistant. Great, nothing new. She’s kind of mean, and Grey is just creepy. There’s something wrong with his eyes. I can’t even tell the color. Are they blue or grey? She shied away as Grey noticed her staring.

Dr. Dabrowski said, “I believe that is all of our questions for today. Dr. Grey?”

“No, no, nothing else from me,” he replied with a wave of his hand.

“With that said, Dr. Sullivan, our local psychologist, would like to meet with you tomorrow, Olivia. Not here, but in her office in the upper levels.” Olivia sat up straight. I can leave this horrible cell! “However, both me and Mr. Walker will have to clear you for this. Your behavior has been exemplary in the past few days, but there are a few more questions that I must ask. Mr. Walker will have a few later today.”

“OK. What?” asked Olivia, failing to disguise her eagerness.

“Very well. Now, there are several deaths attributed to you. Would you deny that?”

The wind left Olivia’s sails. There it is. She hung her head and whispered, “No.” I was stupid. I was stupid and lost control and other people died and I tried to ignore and forget about it. Stupid.

“A pair of bodies found in an abandoned apartment building. One week later, a large mantis feral of unknown origins found torn to pieces in an illegal fighting ring, along with several other clawed bodies. And a few days ago, a man found disemboweled, along with… an alien?”

Olivia nodded.

“Fascinating.

“The first one, um…” she trailed off. How much should I tell them? Not a lot, but how much of not a lot? “We were, me and my friends, were trying to stop a gang leader. He didn’t like that.”

“OK, that’s consistent with the reports we have.”

“The feral, the other feral, was trying to kill a friend.”

“OK.”

“And the last one, um, I… I got angry. Really angry and messed up. I didn’t… didn’t mean to.”

“Angry?” asked Dabrowski.

Olivia stayed quiet for a moment. Can I even explain the weird brain thing? “Yeah,” she answered. “Not at the man, the alien.”

“You fell in with a bad crowd,” murmured Dabrowski. What? They’re my friends. They didn’t shoot at me. “Would you, knowing what you do now, have done the same?”

“No! No, of course not,” said Olivia. In the silence that followed, she added, “Please don’t dissect me.”

“What, do you think we work for Overlord or something?” responded Dabrowski as she stood along with Grey. “No, of course we’re not going to dissect you. I’ll grab Mr. Walker, he’ll want to speak with you as well.”

11: Doctor’s Orders

Olivia blinked at the sound of the first voice she’d heard in days beyond her own. She looked around for something to address, eventually settling on the wall in the direction the voice came from. “Yes? Hello?” she called out, struggling to contain the hope in her voice.

“You can understand us, yes?”

“I answered, didn’t I?” I did, right? I’m not going crazy, am I? “Who are you?”

After a small pause, the curt female voice replied, “My name is Dr. Dabrowski. Would you be willing to answer some questions that me and my team have?”

Olivia considered for a moment. “OK.”

“How has the food been that you’ve been served? Do you have any problems with it?”

“No.” Everything actually tasted pretty good. Wait, make a connection, be a person. “I’d never had fish before, but it was good. I really liked the beef, too. I think it was beef.”

“Is there anything else that you would like?”

“Um, donuts?” Olivia asked, perking up. 

“Donuts?” asked Dr. Dabrowski over the speaker.

“Yeah!”

“You’ve had donuts before? They didn’t poison you or cause any adverse effects?”

How do you answer that? “Yeah.” Yes, I had donuts, or yes, they poisoned me? “Um, nothing bad happened. I like them.”

A longer pause. Olivia looked around once more, looking for and failing to find any emotional reaction to gauge. The doctor finally asked, “You are fine. Any kind in particular?” Can she see me? Where are the cameras?

“Any? Oh, anything with cinnamon! Those are good.”

“Why not? We can do that.” Olivia felt a small smile at the corner of her lips. Donuts! “What has your diet been in the past month?” After a brief pause and a small sigh, Dr. Dabrowski added, “Besides donuts.”

“Well,” Olivia began. “It’s kind of whatever we can find. Burgers are really good. We get pizza. Sometimes there’s other stuff. We had Thai food a couple days ago.”

“That sounds like a lot of grains, dairy, and vegetable matter. That didn’t cause any adverse effects? Sorry, that didn’t make you feel bad?”

“If I ate too much not meat my stomach started to hurt. What do you mean by grains and dairy?”

“Grains refer to food like bread and rice,” explained Dr. Dabrowski. “Lots of carnivores generally cannot handle them in large quantities. As for dairy, those are foods derived from milk, which is exclusive to mammals, not reptiles.”

She’s actually answering questions. This is nice. Olivia took a seat on her bed, tail curled up and drooping off the side. “Oh! That makes sense. Meat usually tastes better than anything else. I can eat bread but it tastes really boring.” 

“I’m surprised you asked for donuts if that is the case.”

“Yeah, but they taste good.”

“OK, I see, that’s just the sugar. If you’re not getting bad signals, it sounds like your diet is mostly human. We’ll keep an eye on your diet regardless.”

“Bad signals?” Olivia’s head tilted to the side a few degrees.

“Ferals tend to have very chaotic and inconsistent biological systems.” Dr. Dabrowski paused, long enough for Olivia to give another hesitant look around the cell. Was that a dumb question? “Apologies. Just because something tastes good doesn’t mean it’s good for you. For instance, your tastebuds might be those of a reptilian carnivore, and try to guide you away from, say, bread. Your stomach and intestines, which actually break down and absorb that bread, might be human. Your body might need bread, even if your tastebuds don’t like it. Or the reverse, your tastebuds might be telling you that the melted cheese on a pizza is good, but your stomach might not agree. Does that make sense?” Enthusiasm crept into the doctor’s voice as she explained.

“I think so. How do I know if stuff is good or not?”

“That depends on what your body says to you. If you’re eating pizza and not getting any bad feedback from your stomach, I would hesitantly say you’re not lactose intolerant. In that vein, what have you been drinking?

“Water. Soda. That’s it.”

“Soda? Have they been feeding you nothing but junk food?” With another sigh, she continued. “Sorry. We’ll stick with water for now. Is there anything else you would like for your quarters?”

Quarters? You mean the cell? “I don’t know. Something to do? Like a book. Or books. Yeah.” A door, so I can leave. “Oh, clothes that aren’t full of holes, or bright orange.”

A much longer pause. “Please specify.”

This isn’t how I imagined prison-lab would be. Why would they shoot me a bunch, then ask what I want? “I was reading the Calvin and Hobbes books before. And clothes, can they not have ‘Prisoner’ stamped on them?” Or fall apart. Some of the things Miya and Amanda got for me fell apart when I cut the wing slits on them. And they were way too short.

“We will have those things for you in the next day or so.” The woman continued, “We would like to perform some basic medical tests tomorrow.”

“OK. Wait, medical?” asked Olivia.

“Yes, to make sure there are no unforeseen medical complications for you brewing further down the line. You are free to turn down anything you may find objectionable.”

“Um, a friend of mine already did that, I think.” Thank you, Miya.

“What do you mean?”

“She checked everything. She said I was kind of weird but fine.”

“How? You didn’t go to a hospital or doctor’s office, did you? What exactly did your friend do?”

“She used magic.”

“OK, I see,” said Dr. Dabrowski with no small amount of dismissal in her voice. What’s wrong with magic? “Your friend will have only noticed any true health concerns relating to her specialty. Regardless, we will have a real medical professional check up on you.”

“Ummm…” I’d rather not get poked and prodded. “What do you mean by checkup?”

“A standard physical. Nothing you wouldn’t see outside of a normal hospital visit. If you are willing we could perform some X-rays, blood testing, and maybe some psychological evaluations.”

Wait a minute, you people shot me a whole bunch. Why do you care about my well-being now? “Why?” asked Olivia.

“Why what?”

“Why do all of that?”

“We are responsible for your well-being. We are also trying to learn more about you, and how you function. You are not the first intelligent feral in this facility, but you are by far the most eloquent and high functioning. There is so much we can learn from you.”

Not the first? Everyone is always so surprised when I can talk. “I don’t know,” replied Olivia. Well, Miya and the others were concerned about health stuff. I don’t know what exactly. It’s been a month and I feel fine. And Miya keeps saying she’s only good with bones, so I guess this wouldn’t hurt.

“Think it over. We will respect your decision either way. Now, we’ll talk again tomorrow.” The speaker went dead, leaving the room silent once more.

***

The next day started much the same as the last. Olivia woke up, ate the meat and donuts provided, paced, and waited for something interesting to happen. They held up the donut promise. That’s a good sign, right? The new clothes almost fit, too! 

Once more, at what Olivia judged to be noon, the speaker crackled to life. “Hello, Olivia,” said the curt voice of Dr. Dabrowski. Before Olivia could respond, she asked, “Have you made a decision?”

I hate talking to a wall. “Hello. Um, how are you?” That’s a good question, right?

After a pause for consideration, the doctor replied in a matter of fact tone, “Average.”

Olivia blinked, at a loss. What am I supposed to do with that? I guess she wants me to answer her own question. “OK. I’m good. Um, what exactly do you want to do today?”

“Today will be a basic medical checkup, by Dr. Ruskov. Unless we find anything problematic, it will be no different than what I would have at my own doctor.”

“I still don’t know. I was, I don’t know. I was trying to avoid this exact kind of place for as long as I can remember.”

Dr. Dabrowki nodded again. “We understand. But we can provide you with answers. They may not be the answers you want, or were looking for, but they are answers. Both your current life and your former life.”

“You can figure out who I was?” I can find out who my family was? What my real name is? Olivia ducked her head down.

“We’re working on it, yes. You can expedite the process. We will need information.”

Olivia’s mouth opened, then closed. Open. Close. “I… um… I… sure.” 

“Good,” said Dr. Dabroski. “Dr. Ruskov will be with you in a few moments.” 

The speaker went dead. Before long, the door opened, unseen engines working hard to move the hefty slabs of reinforced concrete open. She whirled around, and stared at the open doorway as air rushed in. This place smells weird. Really weird. The darker concrete of the hallway beyond seemed to drink in the fluorescent lighting. 

Two armed men appeared first. Olivia stopped herself from uncurling her clawed hands. While not in grey MHU fatigues, they carried themselves in much the same way, perfectly at ease with the heavy rifles they carried. They took positions at either side of the door, making no further move towards her. Tattoos covered the tanned forearms of the one on the right. The one on the left wore a pair of dark sunglasses, despite the fact they were completely indoors.

Olivia heard the wheels rolling along the ground, and something metal rattling. A young woman’s head poked around the corner with a nervous smile. “Hello, I’m Katie, Dr. Ruskov’s assistant. Do you mind if I come in?”

What about the guards? “That’s fine,” replied Olivia. 

With a nod, Katie vanished for a brief moment, before pushing in a large metal car covered in various instruments. Behind her followed a pair of lab-coat wearing and clipboard toting scientists. With a clipped walk and tight nod, the woman with iron grey hair revealed herself to be Dr. Dabrowski without a word. With a one word greeting she positioned herself halfway across the room to make way for her companion.

A wiry thin man, over six feet, with short cropped hair, salt and pepper stubble, and a pair of equally thin glasses wheeled in an office chair. He came to a stop by Katie’s cart, the only person within arm’s distance of Olivia, and motioned over his shoulder to her bed, not looking away from his clipboard. “Please, take a seat.” Oh, that was an accent. Don’t know what, but that was a little odd.

Olivia sat on the edge of the bed as the doctor muttered to himself. Katie gave her another smile, slightly less nervous this time around. “Sorry for all the chaos. We weren’t expecting you here on such short notice. They told us one thing a month ago, then told us to cancel, then you showed up with maybe six hours notice!” Showed up? I was shot.

Dr. Ruskov stopped writing and propelled himself backwards, spinning in the chair as it rolled towards her. He came to a stop about a foot from her and stood, adjusting his glasses.

“I am Dr. Peter Ruskov. You are Olivia, yes?” he asked with a brief smile.

Olivia nodded. What do I say? I should say something. 

“Good, good,” he said, pulling a pen from the breast pocket of his lab coat. He scribbled something unintelligible. “This won’t be anything invasive. Just a simple physical, make sure nothing is amiss.”

“Physical?” They’re treating it like a thing, rather than a description, so I’m not quite sure what they’re talking about.

“Physical examination. Height, weight, just a visual examination to make sure you aren’t infected with some horrible virus, and so on.”

Olivia nodded. “OK.”

The doctor scribbled something else, then flipped the page. He stared at the next page on the clipboard for a moment, then sighed. Olivia’s brow furrowed as he plopped back into his chair and scribbled furiously.

“Sorry, this will just take a moment,” he said, not looking up.

After what Olivia felt to be an intensely awkward minute, she spoke up. “Um, excuse me?” she asked. You’re not going to get mad at questions, are you?

Both Katie and Ruskov looked up. “Yes?”

“You’re a doctor, right?”

“Yes,” he said, taking the question in stride.

“But isn’t Dr. Dabrowski, you know, a doctor too?”

“Ah, you met the researchers. Well, no, they have doctorates in other things.” He flipped the page, then continued his mad scribbling.

“My doctorate was in xenobiology,” offered Dabrowski.

“So you’re not a researcher?”

“Well, I’m the medical doctor here. Mr. and Mrs. Zheng are the resident zookeepers, but I don’t think you’ll see too much of them. Everyone else is either a guard, scientist, or just a blue collar worker of some kind.” He wrote one final thing on his clipboard, held it up to the screen of the laptop on the cart to double check, then returned to Olivia. I can read all of that stuff on his screen and clipboard, it just makes zero sense.

“Blue collar?” What does the collar have to do with anything?

He tilted his head one way, then the other, eyes on the ceiling. “Well, basically lower end jobs. Janitors, the keepers working under the Zhengs, delivery boys, and so on. Blue collar is just a saying.”

“Oh, OK.”

“Rather inquisitive,” he commented. “OK, ready to begin? Do you know how old you are?”

“I, um, no.” What was it Ben said to Miya? “My friends said I was about fifteen, maybe. I don’t know.”

He nodded and wrote something down real quick. “OK. We’re already operating under, what were their words? ‘Assume human until something isn’t.’” Assume human. That’s positive. Right?

He followed with a battery of questions, only half of which she understood. Why is everyone so concerned with what I eat? Then he had her stand on a scale from the bottom shelf of the cart, and pulled up a metal thing attached to the back.

“Six foot ten, two hundred and eighty seven pounds,” he murmured to himself.

Back at the bed, he pulled out a small flat wooden stick. “Open wide, stick out your tongue.” Olivia eyed the stick. “It’s a tongue depressor, let’s me see,” he clarified. She complied after a moment. “Hmmm. Split tongue, serrated teeth. Everything else seems human, nothing is swollen or off color. Good,” muttered the doctor. This is weird, isn’t it?

After disposing with the stick, Dr. Ruskov grabbed a small box of latex gloves and some syringes and placed them on the counter, then left them there. Um, I don’t think I like that. 

“This is a lot easier,” murmured Dr. Ruskov

“Um,” began Olivia. What?

“Hm?” he said, looking up from his clipboard. He realized she’d heard him. “Oh, well, ferals are sedated before we give them medical checkups, so you can’t ask them questions or tell them ‘keep your mouth open’ or something. It’s that or I’m patching up guards after ferals try to get out before the ambulances get here. This is much easier. Now, ears.”

“They’ve been ringing a lot.”

“Ah. Tinnitus?”

“Yeah.”

“Let’s take a look.”

After sticking some cone thing in her ears, he said, “Your ears are visually fine. No buildup of wax or fluids. I heard you got… roughed up on the way in here.”

“Yeah. I heal fast, I think,” replied Olivia. Roughed up? Is that what you call it?

“Hm,” he said, nodding “Any problems hearing?”

“No problems, but it’s all kind of, I don’t know, lessened. Not as clear.”

“I see,” he responded. 

After some more quality clipboard time, he ran her through a few more basic tests. You can just feel someone’s pulse? Why does that matter?

“Now, stay there,” he said as he walked around behind her. She started to track him, until he said, “Please don’t twist around. Your wings. Are they functional?”

“Um, yeah, I fly around and stuff.”

That elicited furious scribbling from Dr. Dabrowski. The two of them quizzed Olivia on exactly how. I just flap my wings. Like a bird. It’s not that complicated.

“No back pain? It’s not straining your spine?”

“No. Other than the tinnitus, I guess my feet hurt if I stand around for more than, I don’t know, fifteen minutes or so. I feel fine. Having a tail and stuff is weird, but I guess I’m getting used to it.”

Dr. Ruskov leaned over to take a look at her feet. “That makes sense. Those aren’t made for walking. That’s all I have. Do you have any questions?”

“Was there anything, you know, weird? Weirder.” I know, I’m weird.

“Well, your teeth are more shark-like than anything else, which is a bit odd.”

“Why?” Why am I weird? Dumb question.

Dabrowski spoke up, “Those teeth are almost indistinguishable from shark teeth, at least visually. Sharks are fish, not reptiles. Perhaps a dragon is what results when a shark climbs onto land, instead of a fish.” 

“Does it matter?”

Dr. Ruskov did his head tilting thing again. “How do you chew?”

She stared at him for a moment. “I move my jaw up and down?”

With a laugh, he replied, “Fair enough. Chewing is supposed to mash up food to make it easier to digest, though. Do yours?”

“Mash. I dunno, everything gets cut up. Sometimes stuff gets caught in between my teeth.”

“If it works it works, I wouldn’t worry about it. I’m not a dentist, so I don’t know for certain. Though I am curious as to whether you have wisdom teeth.”

“Oh. OK.”

“Your heart rate is a lot slower than I would have expected, but blood pressure and everything else seems to be in order, so no worries there. Other than those, nothing out of the ordinary.” Olivia nodded. I guess that could have been worse. I learned stuff! The doctor continued, “So far as I can tell, you are perfectly healthy, but there are still a couple concerns. Sometimes the bacteria in your digestive system don’t make the jump, but if you haven’t had any problems in the last month, you should be fine for now. The two big concerns we have for you right now are diseases and cancer.”

“Aren’t those concerns for everyone?” asked Olivia. Ask about the bacteria later.

Dr. Ruskov chuckled. “True, but for you especially.” His easy smile vanished. “We don’t know how well your immune system adapts. If you catch strep throat, you could shrug it off in a day, or be put in the emergency room. We don’t know what the pathogens from your other half are like and we don’t know how you will react to the ones here. Vaccinations will be very risky. As for cancer, well, do you know what that is?”

“Bad?” Olivia guessed. It certainly doesn’t sound good, from what I’ve picked up.

He nodded, scratching his chin, then continued, “In layman’s terms, cancer is the uncontrolled division, the reproduction, of cells. Your cells got a bit wonky? Yes, wonky in the jump. Wings are not standard issue for people. All that added mass got there somehow.”

“Um,” began Olivia, scratching the back of her head. “That’s, um, that’s bad.”

He nodded. “The sample size of ferals is very small, but cancer has a disproportionately large occurrence rate. You appear to be very naturally resilient, so this shouldn’t be too big an issue, but you should be aware. Don’t stress about it, stress is never healthy.”

Olivia sighed. “Sure.”

“Don’t take this as a cancer diagnosis. You just need to be aware of the risks.”

“OK.” That’s still terrifying.

“Any other questions?”

Olivia shook her head.

“Alright. We just need a blood sample and we will be done here. Dr. Dabrowski may have questions for you, but the majority of those will probably wait until after it gets through the bloodworks.” He walked over to the counter.

“Bloodworks?” I’m not being stupid, am I?

“Hrm? Oh, that’s just the big analytical machine we use for getting almost anything you could want from a single sample of blood. Some crazy techie contraption, very expensive, but it’s damn accurate,” he said as he put on some blue latex gloves and prepped a syringe.

He held up the empty syringe, then stopped, taking a look at a faded bullet bruise on her upper arm. “This little thing isn’t going to work, is it?” he asked. Olivia shook her head. He scratched his head. “I don’t know what will.” 

“Wait, they said they had a knockout drug administered via drip. How…” he trailed off. He set the needle aside on the tray and pulled off his latex gloves, throwing them in a red trash can with a bunch of almost finished circles arranged on it. He hurried over to his computer. “Oh, those fucking idiots!”

Olivia sighed. “What?” she asked.

“Those idiot police just taped a needle in a bullet hole,” he said, anger creeping into his voice. “I don’t care how advanced their techie was, that’s,” he muttered to himself, his speech shifting to a different language.

Needle? “They put a mask on me with gas,” said Olivia.

Both doctors raised their eyebrows at that. Ruskov sighed and stood upright. “Then they’re lying about something and we’ll have to go through their reports with a fine tooth comb. I’ll assume you don’t want to get shot, so we can’t do the same thing. I’ll think on it. I’ll also find a good ENT doctor to check your ears out. And consult a dentist.”

“Oh. Thank you.”

He nodded and picked up his clipboard for the nth time. “We are done, unless Dr. Dabrowski wishes to speak to you?” He shot a questioning look at the woman as Katie packed up the cart.

She shook her head. “No, you’ve given us a lot to think about. Thank you, Olivia. Would you be willing to undergo some light X-ray scans tomorrow?”

“What does that mean? What’s an X-ray?”

Dr. Dabrowski froze stock still for a second, mouth slightly opened. Olivia glanced at Katie and Ruskov, utterly unfazed. Finally, she explained, “An X-ray allows us to see your bones. You will just have to stand in front of a machine. It’s like taking a picture.”

“Oh, that’s fine. My friend, she’s good with bones.” One of the guards coughed. “With her magic.”

“What school did your friend go to?”

“I don’t know. She never mentioned one,” said Olivia.

“I strongly suspect your friend is a hedge mage who has no,” Dr. Dabrowski trailed off, frozen again. “Who may not have the expertise needed to accurately diagnose you,” she said carefully.

“An X-ray would be helpful,” added Ruskov. “There is only so much I can see from the surface. We, and you, could learn from what we see.”

“Oh, OK, that sounds fine, then. And thank you. For, um, telling me stuff.” Well, they did promise answers I might not have liked.

“Of course. If you are ever feeling unwell, let me know. Stay healthy, and good luck.”

10: Feral

Ow. Ow. Ow. Ow. What? Olivia spasmed. Everything hurt. Chest, legs, arms, wings, head, tail. Every muscle and nerve ending in her body ached. Where? She cracked open her eyes. More darkness. Bad.

She tried to move. Not with a sluggish movement as her nerves reconnected from alien technology, but a raw, panicked animal reaction. She didn’t make it very far. Metallic clanks rang out as she struggled against unyielding bindings.

What happened? Let me out, let me out, let me out! She struggled further, thrashing against whatever held her down. Can’t move. People talked in the background, sharp urgent orders Olivia couldn’t quite make out. Then all the air around her became wrong.

Air, need air. Can’t breathe, need… She blacked out again.

***

The next time she awoke, it was to the sound of rattling. Fast movement. Engines hummed, her whole surroundings shook in response. Every breath she took hissed. Something plastic covered her mouth. She twitched, and again tried to get up. Metal, covering her whole body, kept her from moving. No. Got to move. Again, only darkness met her eyes when she opened them.

An urgent voice above her said, “Just like they said. Canisters five and six, now. Up the intravenous dosage.” A squeak from a turned valve, then her muscles relaxed and everything began to fade once again.

***

Olivia came back around, head pounding. Her eyes snapped open, and the blinding light she found made her regret that decision immediately. Sourceless ringing dominated her hearing, near as loud as when they’d first been blown out, and her headache didn’t improve her mood. She shot upright, tossing aside the blanket set over her, and every muscle involved screamed in protest. She took a moment to let her eyes adjust to the light, one hand covering them to reduce the glare. As an experiment, she stretched her wings out. One extended as far as she could get it could, the other smacked into a solid wall. OK, I can see and I can move. Where am I?

She got up from the expansive bed she’d been laid out on. Her clawed feet sank into a thin carpet before hitting concrete as she found herself in a mockup of a teenage girl’s room. The pastel blue walls formed a seamless box around her, twenty feet by twenty feet. About fifteen feet up, lights illuminated the room with a yellow glow, pleasant if one didn’t stare directly into them. A pair of posters, displaying young men she didn’t know as part of a band she didn’t recognize, adorned the wall directly above the bed. What are those even for? 

The only structural oddity to catch her attention was a small box-like protrusion in the corner. She poked her head around the corner to find a toilet and sink. Where am I? What happened? This is another prison.

She whirled around, looking for any way out. After several panicked moments, a tiny, perfectly straight and vertical crack in the wall opposite the bed caught her attention. She rushed over to it. Door? Maybe? She worked the tip of a claw into it, trying to widen it in any way. With only the bare millimeter deep crack to work with, she got nowhere. A light, set near the ceiling she hadn’t noticed, turned red with a buzz.

Olivia hissed in both frustration and desperation. She raked her claws down where she estimated the door would be, leaving four shallow gorges across it. Let me out. The buzz returned, louder and longer this time. She clawed the wall again and again. The paint chipped, revealing bare grey concrete below.

Right as she backed up to wind up for a kick to the scratched surface, a horrid shriek pierced the air throughout the cell. Olivia dropped, holding her hands to her ears to make it stop. The shriek scrambled her thoughts, made her brain rattle in her skull. Stopstopstopstopstop. Just as suddenly as the noise started, it ceased.

The tinnitus that she’d been dealing with since hearing one too many gunshots up close and personal came back stronger than ever, not fading even as the shriek did. When Olivia’s eyes finally refocused, she removed her hands from her ears. Wet. Something’s wet. What? The headache upgraded from mildly annoying to making her consider carving out her own brain to make it stop.

She checked her hands. On the dark green scales of her right palm was a spot of blood. Red. That’s normal blood. She wiped it off on her pants and held her palm to her right ear again. More blood. A small trickle, but more than ideal, which would be none at all. Normal blood. Why am I so fixated on that?

She struggled to her feet. Let me out of here. Let me out! She snarled and launched herself at the marked door again. A wave of nausea at the violent movement knocked the fight out of her. She collided with the wall with an undignified thud. 

Slumped against the wall, she curled her fingers against the floor. Her claws, once past the carpet, dug mere millimeters into the floor as she willed the pain to stop. She took several shaky breaths, until the urge to empty her stomach and the pounding of her headache subsided enough for her to stand back up. No more of that. Not right now, at least. She staggered over to the solid metal bed and dropped down onto the fluffy padding of the mattress, sitting upright. Wait, why was everything all muffled?

She tapped her toe against the solid metal bed frame, set deep into the floor. The claw should have made a clicking sound against it, but it sounded distant, as if several rooms over. She screwed her eyes shut and hung her head. No. Not again. Miya healed me before, but she’s not here. No one friendly is here.

I need to get out somehow. She pushed herself off of the bed. The blood promptly rushed from her head, and she stumbled back onto the bed. Ow. Later.

Olivia forced herself to relax. Why? Why bother? I don’t know if I’m ever going to get out or what they’re going to do to me or if I’ll ever see my friends again. How did I even get here? Last thing I remember, we’d just gotten out of the alien’s imaginary world thing. Then what?

Some guys, looked like soldiers, shot me a lot. I think. Why were they there? Wait, they were in dark grey. I think that means MHU. She caught sight of a splash of dark brownish red on her pant leg. Her eyes widened and she recoiled a bit as she recognized what it was. Blood. Nothing particularly hurt on her leg, so by process of elimination that meant the blood wasn’t hers.

No, no, no. Not again. Not good. What did I do? The pale, inhuman face of the alien flashed in her mind. She hissed at the memory. Him. I remember. She’d run after it, trying her hardest to kill him. While she expected to feel guilty about that, she couldn’t muster anything but distaste for him.

What did I do? He teleported a bunch of times. That blood had to have come from somewhere. I kept after him. Maybe it was its blood. We wound up in this house, I don’t remember how. There were people in there, people I didn’t recognize. There was that one man, between the alien and me. And his wife.

She cringed, curling her wings tight against her back, heedless of the bed in the way. I just wanted him out of the way. I didn’t mean to… No. I messed up. Some guy died because of me. Stupid, stupid, stupid. She fought back tears. No, no crying. Not for me. If there had been anything in her stomach at that point, she would have vomited at that memory, of her throwing her claws into his gut to get him out of the way. He hadn’t died immediately, either, and the alien teleported right after. No, no, no. Not going to forget. Not going to forget. Not again. Even if it’s terrible. Stupid me. I didn’t recognize my friends, either. Ben was trying to get me to stop. To think. I messed up. I messed up and got stupid and violent. I can’t do that again.

A pinging noise caught her attention. She looked down and realized she’d never stopped tapping her toe. She took a deep breath. Calm down or I’ll do something stupid again. Like attack that door again. The others. Focus on them. What are they doing? Did they escape the police? I hope so. But if they come to find me, they’ll get hurt. This is a prison. It’s not like the MHU one I was in for a little bit. It doesn’t smell right, either.

They probably think I’m a monster. Maybe I should just stay in here. I can’t hurt anyone here. And just sit here. And never fly again. And never see my friends again. She gazed up from her hands at the unfeeling walls around her. Monsters are stupid and violent. No, damn it! I’m a person, not a monster. I don’t, can’t just do stupid violent stuff. Do they know that? Maybe I should say something? Don’t be stupid, easy.

“Hello?” she called out, unsure of where to look. “Is anyone there?” I’m not scary, I swear.

A small green light, instead of red, overhead flashed, interrupting her train of thought. A slot opened in the wall opposite of Olivia’s bed, a few feet to the side of the claw marks she’d left. Did I do this? Two trays appeared. One had a fresh change of clothes, a bright orange prisoner’s outfit, with Prisoner conveniently clarified on the back of the shirt in big black letters. The other smelled like food. She saw four different slabs about the size of her palm of cooked meat, along with a sizable plastic water bottle. Of those, the off white colored one piqued her interest. Fish? I don’t think I’ve ever had fish. The beef smells really good too.

“OK. Am I supposed to eat these with my hands?” she asked herself aloud. This can’t be because I said something. You can’t cook food like this in less than a second. 

She looked around the room again. The odds of any sort of indication that someone had heard her question seemed low, but she was willing to expend the three calories required to move her head. Nothing.

Back to the trays. She tilted her head to get a good look into the slot the trays came out of. It was about nine inches high, and two feet across, she had no chance of getting through that way. That and she saw two feet of concrete before some white plastic within. How did the stuff get from back there to my cell? She sniffed. The meat caught her attention again. Other than some whiffs of incomprehensible things beyond the slot, nothing stood out to her.

Food. Food is good. Do I really have to eat this with my hands? Her stomach growled. Felt rather empty, now that she thought about it. She shrugged, picked up the fish slab, and took a bite. Mmmmm. Food. She devoured the meat in quick succession. Chicken tastes a lot different when it isn’t fried. I kind of liked it! But now there’s a bunch of juice on my hands. Oh, hey, those clothes.

Olivia held up the bright orange shirt once she finished the food. It looked like it would fit, and had far less holes in it than the one she currently wore. She blinked. Why does it have to be so obnoxiously orange? That, and the prisoner label plastered on the back, made her hesitate. I’d rather not wear this. It feels like giving in.

She wiped her hands on it, then folded it as best she could and put it back. A small light overhead flashed, red this time. Olivia backed up a couple paces, not sure that a red light was a good thing. The trays withdrew, and concrete covered up the slot they’d come in through. Silence reigned after.

OK then. Now what?

With nothing to do, she paced. And paced. And paced. Other than the bed and toilet, there was nothing in the room besides her. She stretched her wings out from the center of the room three times in a five minute time span. Even up close, the smooth, featureless concrete walls gave away nothing, except for the small crack and gouges she’d left on the door. Staring at them got rather boring after about five minutes.

She had moved her bed from one wall to another, to see if there was anything at all beneath it. Nothing. The only thing that separated the floor from the walls was its horizontal orientation. She even tried picking at the door again, not even violently. The warning buzz forced her back. That’s got to be a door. Why else would they use that shriek thing?

The lack of any method of keeping track of time wore her down. She lost concept of how long she’d been trapped in the cell. The only thing she could keep track of was five steps in one direction, then an about face and five steps in the other. Over, and over, and over. At some point she stopped and sat on her bed to break the monotony with a slightly different monotony.

An involuntary yawn of hers caught her by surprise. Sleep. Why not? Not doing anything else. The lights are dimmed too. Just now realized that. She lost consciousness the moment her head hit the pillow.

***

The next day started exactly the same. She woke up not knowing exactly where she was. After taking a minute to remember the events of the previous days, she stretched to work out the aches from all her old injuries and resumed her pacing. Soon, the green light came on again, and the food slot opened up. Oh, hey! A fork and knife. They did listen. 

She inhaled the food and water, and the red light heralded the tray being taken away again. No clothes this time.

More pacing. Food. More pacing. A nap.

After half a day of nothing new, and Olivia feeling her sanity slipping to boredom, the speakers beeped. A gentle, notifying beep, not the punitive shriek or an alarm. “Olivia?” asked an unfamiliar feminine voice from the crackling speaker.

9: Lockdown

Info, info, need info, thought Amanda as she scrolled through the various reports her monitoring programs fed to her screen. She only half paid attention to the argument going on behind her, throwing the occasional bit of information over her shoulder as she found it. That was, until Ben slammed open the door to the lair. Jackass.

“The fuck?” he shouted. No one responded. “What? Nothin’ to say?” he continued. “That was bullshit, right? I haven’t lost my fuckin’ mind, right?”

“There wasn’t anything we could do,” said Chris, his subdued voice much lower than Ben’s furious shouting.

“No shit. The whole Metahuman Unit descends from the fuckin’ heavens to kick our asses? The fuck was that?” He marched forward to the table where Chris sat and Rob slouched. Miya finally stopped pacing, instead crossing the shop to her curtained off room. Ben snapped out an arm, barring her way. Amanda shot out of her seat as the tension in the room spiked. “Where the fuck is ‘liv’?”

“If we’re just going to yell at each other and point fingers, I’m out,” said Miya, refusing to look anyone in the face. “I like you all, but there’s no way in hell I’m going on a suicide mission against the MHU, and I have business back home.”

Quicker than Amanda’s eye could follow, Ben’s other fist slammed into the table. “Coward. I will beat the shit outta you again an’ Olivia ain’t here to stop it,” he roared.

Again? Amanda took a surreptitious step back towards the side of her desk. Fuck, where is my baton? To Miya’s credit she didn’t flinch, instead locking eyes with Ben.

“Did you see her in there? She can’t be older than fifteen. The way I hear it, you’re the one who dragged her into all of this in the first place,” Miya shot back, voice filled to the brim with venom. Fifteen? Fifteen! At most? You dragged a fifteen-year-old girl into firefights? She’s just a kid. The rest of us are at least twenty!

“You’re the one who’s runnin’. Again.”

Amanda glanced towards Rob, who still slouched in his chair, though he had at least deigned to look up. This is your damn brother. How can you look bored right now? Baton, where are you? Her fingers scrambled along the hard wood surface of the desk behind her as she kept her attention on the conversation in front of her.

Chris’ chair skidded along the concrete floor as he stood up. “Ben, back off, now.”

Miya and Ben ignored him, laser focused on each other. Miya snarled, “You want your meat-shield back?”

“Quit tryin’ to cover your own ass.”

“Then why do you sound so guilty?”

“If I’m guilty then why was I the only one to watch her get carted off in a truck, lookin’ for a way to get her out? I get leavin’ me behind. But her?” Ben barked back. “Answer.”

“Do we have to do this?” asked Chris, placing himself between the two.

Ben’s knuckles whitened. “I’m just gonna repeat myself. Answer,” he spat at Chris. Both straightened their shoulders and glared at each other. Great, now they’re starting some kind of male dominance ritual.

“This isn’t helping,” said Chris with forced calmness.

“Boltin’ didn’t neither,” replied Ben.

Chris didn’t answer. Instead, he turned into a giant mass of light blue liquid and slammed into Ben. Amanda took the time to turn around and grab her stun baton, lying just an inch away from where her hand had trailed off from blindly searching.

When she turned back around, she found Ben teleported away from Chris’ initial hit. Hands still clenched into fists, he studied the room. The tension drained from his shoulders, and the fighting stance he was in relaxed. He seemed to come to the realization there wasn’t much he could do against a sentient, unfeeling blob, without wildly escalating lethality. The next hit from Chris, more to restrain than break, pinned Ben against a wall. And through it all, Rob just slouched in his chair. What, aren’t you an adrenaline junkie too?

Miya stomped up to Ben. “What?” she yelled at him. Chris retracted enough for Ben to hear what she had to say, and for him to breathe. Amanda kept one eye on Rob, another on Ben. “What, you thought we just ran off because fuck it, running is fun, may as well get our cardio in? You think we just abandoned her?”

“You lot were just sittin’ here when I came in,” he said through clenched teeth. “I’m kinda doubtin’ your resolve here.”

“Ben, quit bein’ a jackass,” called out Rob. “Hear ‘em out.” The little upwards curl at the corner of his mouth could have meant anything. Thanks for speaking up earlier. You’re a dumbass, and your brother’s a jackass. Great.

Ben sighed in defeat, utterly unbothered by his brother’s inaction. “Fine. What happened?”

“A dozen MHU officers nearly killed us,” answered Miya.

“They didn’t all go for Olivia?” asked Ben. “There must have been a dozen of ‘em dogpilin’ her.”

“No,” said Amanda. “If it weren’t for Chris, we’d be in jail right now right alongside her. Where the hell were you?”

“Got off the roof once the five-o came so I wouldn’t go splat. Dodged cops an’ two-shots. Had no clue what was goin’ on, ‘til you guys left an’ they got Olivia in a truck with Marcus.”

“We’d have died if we stayed. Same as you,” said Miya.

“Fine, I fucked up an’ jumped to conclusions.” Ben glanced down at Chris. “Wanna let me down?” Nothing happened. “I’m done, ain’t gonna take a swing again,” added Ben.

Liquid Chris withdrew until Ben’s feet reached the ground, then Chris snapped back to normal. Wait, what if he’s lying? Why do you believe him? That whole not lying thing is just stupid chest beating. Ben stretched his neck to get out some kinks, then took a seat by the table. Amanda kept hold of her baton as she sat back down at her desk. Fine then.

Chris stood at the head of the table. “We have to get the fuck out of here. Marcus will absolutely come down on us for Olivia’s rampage, and we just spent the last ten minutes arguing.”

“Cuz a fuckin’ alien attacked us!” exclaimed Ben.

“You think he’ll give a shit?” asked Amanda.

At that, Miya headed back to her room, grabbing her backpack and stuffing clothes into it. Once again, she refused to meet everyone’s eyes. She’s still running off.

Chris took a deep breath. “Miya, I have a proposal. For all of us.” Is that so? This is the first I’m hearing of it.

“What?” she asked, still packing.

“You help us, we help you. Help Olivia and we’ll help you with whatever revenge rampage you need done back home in Phoenix. We’ll probably need to skip town after all of this anyways.” Chris scanned the whole room, looking each person in the eyes. “I’m not going to volunteer anyone but myself for this. Anyone have anything to say?”

Ben shrugged after only a split second of consideration. “Fuck it, I’m in.”

All eyes turned to Amanda. God damn it. There’s so few of us. I could just cut and run, too. I could probably get set up somewhere on the West Coast. That’s far from dad and Lock Corp. Just me. With another fake name. Again. I’ve been over this before. Not that it worked the last time. While Olivia rots in a cell or a lab, and Ben does whatever he wants. God damn it! I don’t care about whatever is in Phoenix. “Fine,” she said.

Chris turned to the last person in the shop. “Rob, you’ve been with us only a few days. If you want to find greener pastures, that would be totally understandable. But I won’t lie to you, we could use the extra pair of hands.”

Rob shrugged. “Fuck it, I’m in.”

Chris stopped mid sales pitch. “Oh?”

“Yeah. All of it. Why not? Never sprung someone from MHU lockup before.”

“You sure?”

“Yeah, I don’t lie. Only been here three days, met a nice feral an’ got jumped by an alien. I can’t fuckin’ wait to see what’s next. My money’s on gettin’ drafted for a war. Those Canadians have been too cocky lately.”

Amanda snorted a laugh. That’s one way of looking at it, I suppose. Chris gave his full attention to Miya, frozen with half a bag packed. “Well?” he asked.

“Fine! I’ve got it,” burst Miya, with all eyes on her. “I’ve got it. I’ll help.”

“Alright,” said Chris, nodding slowly, turning to address the group at large. “Pack up whatever you think you’ll need in the next ten minutes in the back of Rob’s truck, if that’s alright with you? Don’t leave anything you don’t want the cops to see. They don’t know about Rob, so his license plates won’t set off any alerts.”

 “Where are we going?” asked Miya. ‘We’ now, huh?

“Out of here. Maybe a motel at the edge of town?” said Chris.

“I got an idea!” replied Ben.

***

Ben, for all of his belligerence and stupidity, could at least read the situation well enough. With equipment loaded in the flatbed and trailer, they piled into Rob’s monster of a pickup truck and followed his brother’s directions to a warehouse twenty minutes into the city.

“Me an’ ‘liv’ hit this place a while back.,” Ben explained as they pulled up to the back door. “With Sanchez gone an’ the guns cleaned out, I don’t think anyone will care too much about it. MHU knows about it, though, won’t be able to stay for more than a few days.”

He pulled out an old keychain with a plethora of keys. Some brass, some steel, not a single one was of the same make as the others. He unlocked the door and waved them in. They spread out through a half looted old warehouse. Something heavy had dragged along the concrete floors, leaving dark skid marks on its surface. Shelves lay toppled, blocking off walkways. After confirming the lights and water still worked, they set up as best they could. The brothers unloaded and took stock of equipment, while Miya and Chris hauled out enough crap to give them a place to rest their heads for a night or two.

Amanda squeezed between the brothers and grabbed one of her boxes from the bed of the truck. Inside the hard plastic, foam lined case she withdrew a small satellite dish no larger than a laptop. After finding a good south facing window, she set it up on the windowsill, ignoring the dust and handful of dead bugs at its base. With a functional internet connection and no one screaming or arguing behind her, she could finally get to work.

The police had finally managed to block her off from most of the systems, but she still had a backdoor they hadn’t closed off yet. And this is why you don’t frame me, your entire IT department, for treason. Fuck you, Marcus. Oh, here’s something. She tuned out the conversation behind her as the others unpacked behind her for a couple minutes.

“Hey, shut up. Got something,” Amanda called over shoulder.

She pressed play, and the audio clip started. The voice she recognized as the night MHU HQ dispatcher, an ordinary male voice somewhat distorted by static, began the recording with, “Jeremiah, quartermaster will have you good to go in less than a minute.”

Some scratching noises in the audio, then a different, deeper voice replied, “Roger that. We’ve got eighteen officers, plus drivers. Who are we up against?”

“I sent the full list to you. Short version: rampaging feral. She’s primary. Two minutes out, stop for nothing. There’s the chance her friends might be there. Nomad, so bring fire, Delta, keep yourself grounded, mage named Miya, and Skulker, teleporting vigilante. They’re secondary. Don’t worry. Quartermaster’s got you covered.”

More scratches over what sounded like a muffled conversation in the background. “Alright, moving out,” said Jeremiah at the end.

“Good luck,” replied the dispatcher. The audio cut out. No mention of Rob. We can probably keep using his truck to move around. He looks exactly like his brother, though. We don’t know what they know about Ben. I’ll need to check on that. 

“They know us. They’ll probably be expecting us when they’re moving her,” said Chris.

“If they move her. Why not just kill her if she’s too much trouble?” asked Rob.

“Red tape is on our side,” said Amanda. Everyone looked at her for an explanation. Why am I the only one who does research? “At some point, they have to move a captured feral to ‘an environment suited to their wellbeing.’ I don’t think lawmakers ever really anticipated an intelligent feral like Olivia, and this was passed during the big environmentalist push decades ago, so they were just throwing hippies a bone anyway.”

“How do you know all this?” asked Chris.

“Remember when we were supposed to track her down a month ago? I read up on the laws and feral behavior then. You didn’t?”

“A little,” he hedged.

Amanda rolled her eyes. “So, yeah. They might be doing some wrangling and push back how long they keep her for security purposes, but at some point she’s got to come out of there. They pretty much have to take her to the institute in Houston, that’s the only place really equipped to deal with ferals.”

“When?”

“Don’t know off the top of my head.”

“Get her in transit?” suggested Ben. “Don’t got Cyrus to blow the place open this time.”

Chris nodded in agreement. Yeah, MHU isn’t a construction office, we would just go splat against the walls there. There’s a lot of hard security that they don’t bother to conceal. They don’t have to. “We’re going to need to know a lot if we want to pull this off without just getting killed or arrested. When, where, and how.”

“I’ve got ideas. But don’t expect a miracle. Someone, or several someones, is replacing a lot of what I’ve done. There used to be…” She trailed off with a sigh. These guys won’t understand, except maybe Rob. Why can’t everyone be an engineer? Life would be so much easier for everyone. “Never mind. What you need to know is that I could access records and other stuff like what you just heard for a little while longer. They also haven’t bothered to change the MHU frequency for the dispatchers, but our best bet is to just watch with our eyes.”

“Can you set up a radio so one of us can always be listening to dispatch?”

“Yeah, no problem.”

“Good, I want one of us keeping an ear out for any weird movements on their end.”

“OK. I’ll be staying up.” Monitoring cameras, that could work. Watch if anything comes in or out. Fuck, Olivia would make that easy, she could just fly to wherever we need eyes.

Chris broke her train of thought. “We all need some sleep. We’ll be better equipped to get Olivia back after, and she’s not going anywhere right now.”

“I’m staying up,” said Amanda. “There are things I can do. I can get some cameras set up tomorrow. I don’t have all of the materials on hand for them, but that shouldn’t be a big hurdle.”

She locked eyes with Chris. After a moment he sighed. “Alright, I trust your judgment. Just… know when to stop, OK?”

“Not the first all-nighter I’ve pulled, won’t be the last.” She glanced around.

Rob had already passed out on the table. Miya had resumed her pacing at some point, Amanda didn’t know when. Her lip is going to bleed if she bites it any harder. Chris and Ben watched her, until Chris got up.

“Come on. Let’s keep cool heads, OK,” he said to Ben.

Ben grinned at Amanda. “You got this,” he said. She sighed, tacitly accepting the olive branch. He followed after Chris, leaving her blessedly alone to work.

***

One day and a dozen tiny cameras manufactured later, Chris drove Amanda and Rob down Colfax Avenue, three blocks south of the MHU HQ. Amanda rubbed her sore fingertips against her jeans. Coaching Rob over the phone about what components he needed to grab may have worked better than she hoped, but without her practiced eyes on the actual pieces she’d had to jam several stubborn connectors together to actually get anything made on time. 

Rob, in the back seat, kept looking out the window. He broke the silence with, “Ben told me a game to play called Colfax.” What?

“Never heard of it, and I’ve lived here for years,” said Amanda.

“Everyone grabs some McDonald’s job applications, same amount each, and pass ‘em out to every hooker you come across. First back at McDonald’s wins.”

Chris’s shoulders shook with silent laughter. “That’s terrible,” said Amanda, indignant. She twisted around to fix Rob with a glare. Mind you, most of Colfax is shitty, but still, that’s… kind of funny. Rob just grinned.

Just as Amanda opened her mouth to continue to scold the two of them, Chris parked the giant pickup truck in a spot on the side of the road and said, “Here we are. I’ll keep the engine running. Amanda, walk him through any good spot to keep an eye on MHU headquarters.”

“Yessah,” replied Rob as he climbed out. Amanda nodded. 

She kept herself from looking up at the distant specks of the surveillance drones overhead. For every one you see, there are two you don’t. Getting too close would just be asking for trouble, but the police couldn’t perfectly monitor the whole city. Anyone walking around MHU HQ at night during lockdown is just asking to get shot, so we’ve got to do this in broad daylight, which sucks in its own way.

She sank deeper into the astonishingly comfortable cushions of the truck’s interior as she pulled open her bulky laptop. Despite how sloppy his triplet’s cars wound up, Rob’s truck remained spotless. She found no trash squirreled away in the door pockets or center console, and the AC quietly kept the temperature at a pleasant 70 degrees despite the early summer heat. The sheer height of the cab and the tinted windows kept any nosy onlookers at bay, though Chris kept an eye out for any meter maids.

Her earpiece cracked to life. “Cops drivin’ by,” said Rob, by now around a corner and out of sight.

“Yeah, it’s their headquarters. There’s a regular police station across the street too. You’re fine.”

“You sure?”

“I checked,” she replied. “They still don’t know what you or Ben look like. They know Miya, she’s apparently got a little rap sheet of her own. Don’t look guilty.”

“I ain’t done shit. Yet.”

“Yet.” Chris cast her a questioning look, only hearing one side of the conversation. “Look like you’re shopping. You’re about half a block away from a tech store and a hardware store I used to go to all the time.” You’re supposed to be a techie. If you can’t find something there you don’t deserve to call yourself one.

“Ooh!”

Twenty minutes of radio silence followed. Amanda kept an eye on the cameras on her laptop, even though none of them came up. Eventually, her phone rang as Rob sent her a picture of a CTC phone, an old model they only sold in Europe and Africa. 

“Hey, there’s a weird lookin’ phone here,” said Rob. “You want?”

Ooh. I always need more chew toys, and that looks shitty enough. Can’t wait to see what that EMP gun I’m working on does to this poor bastard. Or I can see if that experimental battery melts the rest of the hardware. So many choices.

“Hell yeah.”

“Gotcha, will get out of here in a sec.”

Eventually, Rob came to the street leading into MHU, about two blocks due east, and began setting up cameras watching the streets. She steered him away from the more popular lunch areas that MHU cops enjoyed, Chris chiming in on occasion. Amanda cycled through the video feeds on her laptop as another came on. Looks good enough. It’ll catch anything major on the street. She cycled through the three other camera feeds. Everything is looking good so far.

This continued on for another hour. One camera had a terrible view of a lamppost and nothing else, but before they could come back and correct it a pair of regular cops pulled over for a smoke break nearby. Otherwise, the cameras had every major street to or from MHU covered.

“Out of gizmos. You happy?” asked Rob.

“Good enough. Check on that bad camera on your way back. No worries if you can’t fix it, we should be good.”

“Yeah, gonna stop by that tech shop again. See you in fifteen.”

True to his word Rob sauntered up to the truck fifteen minutes later, carrying a very large box and a plastic bag dangling from a couple gripping fingers. “No problems?” asked Chris as the back door opened. “And what is that?”

“No problems. Actually got this cool 3D printer type thing. Kinda small, but the tolerance on these things are insane.”

“How much did that cost?” asked Amanda as she twisted around in her seat to get a better look. Just act normal. Nothing suspicious. And that does sound very cool.

“Too much! Can’t wait to pull the thing apart and see how it works,” he said with an enthusiastic grin as he pushed the box in the other back seat.

“Got my chew toy?”

“Chew toys?” He raised an eyebrow with a bemused grin, even as he passed her the old phone.

“Gotta break stuff to know its limits. And studying damage of stuff is good for future prevention of things I actually do care about.” Got a big box at home of old stuff I need to recycle at some point.

“Gotcha. Couldn’t just get crappy old ones online?”

“I could but… you saw it. Figured may as well.”

Before Chris put the car in drive, he looked at both of them and said, “You two are the most techie techies to ever techie.”

***

“How are the cameras looking?” Chris asked Amanda back at the warehouse. 

“Good. No MHU trucks, no vans, nothing that they’d use to transport her so far. Miya should be listening to the dispatcher right now.” They both looked over to Miya, who wore a large set of noise canceling headphones over her ears. She noticed their attention and removed one earpiece.

“Yeah?” she said.

“Anything?” asked Chris.

“Nothing unusual. No code, just plain, ‘go here, do this’ kind of stuff. Dispatcher’s actually a friendly guy.”

“He is,” agreed Amanda.

“Ben should give you a break in about five minutes,” said Chris.

Miya nodded in confirmation. “Cool.”

Amanda helped Rob unpack the printer as Chris watched the videos. We’ll deal with the printer later. She had systems also monitoring the videos and normal police band, but human eyes and ears still worked better for picking out anomalies.

“Amanda!” shouted Chris.

“What?” she yelled back, running over.

“Helicopter on the roof.”

“What?”

“Helicopter on the roof,” he repeated. “Big military one.” Fuck, fuck, fuck. That never happens.

“Military? She’s a military grade threat?” asked Miya.

“Apparently,” barked Amanda. I’ve got access to three different cell phones. No messages at all. The cameras are only catching the helicopter. Why are they moving her now? Amanda checked her computer, seeing if it had flagged anything as important. Nothing.

“In the cars, move,” commanded Chris. 

They grabbed as much as they could in thirty seconds, then piled into Rob’s truck. Amanda lowered her helmet on in the shotgun seat as Rob revved the engine.

“How the hell did we not catch this?” she asked as Rob pulled out of the parking lot. Ben’s rifle slid against the rear seats as he took the turn way too fast. That better not go off and shoot me in the back of the head somehow. No one offered no response. Amanda played the police band in her helmet, projecting it so Ben could hear as well. I’m not going insane, right? This is something they’d at least mention, right? “Hey guys, we’re moving this giant angry feral. Don’t stand in the way.”

Other than the dispatcher warning the MHU officers patrolling about an accident on southbound I-25, the audio didn’t say anything.

“Wait, play back the last twenty seconds,” said Ben. Why? I didn’t catch anything

She did so anyways. I’m obviously missing something. After several seconds of static, the dispatcher said, “Bratva shooting reported, East Parker. All nearby officers please respond.”

“Little further back,” asked Ben.

“Damn, won’t get home in time to catch the kickoff,” said an officer. That was the only audio.

“You hear?” asked Ben

“What?”

“Kickoff. Football. It’s June right now. There’s no football on TV anyone cares about.”

“It’s a recording,” said Amanda as her heart plummeted.

“Yep,” replied Ben. “An’ that helicopter’s flyin’ faster than we can drive. Where’s it headin’?”

“Northeast…”

“WIA.”

The airport. Fuck. We have zero air capacity with Olivia gone.

***

They parked at the outskirts of the airport. The helicopter they recognized from the cameras had been powered down completely by the time they’d arrived. No planes were in the vicinity. Already gone.

Amanda rested her head against the dashboard. I’m sorry, Olivia. I’m so, so sorry. She couldn’t bring herself to look at Ben, or the others in Rob’s truck, parked beside them.

Ben sighed. “Looks like we’re heading to Houston.”